Missing you everyday

"I'd like to teach myself how to miss someone forever and love someone forever in a way that doesn't run me over each day . 
I signed his birth certificate and picked out his first outfit, I signed his death certificate and picked out his last outfit 

You don’t know pain until you want to have a conversation with somebody that is not here anymore 

My sadness definitely comes with anger and feelings of unfairness. Those memories do hurt, but sometimes bring peace. Grief is so messy 

Grief 1 on 1. My 3 am thoughts. Unapologetic Griever

keep pushing for change .