If we are comparing nice guys Gary Ridgeway was a Deacon at his church, T-ball coach, Great family man.. in his spare time he was the green river killer

Another family man, He was a Boy Scout leader and his days were spent installing ADT security systems,of the security systems he installed he went back and sexually assaulted those women in the worst way.. this man was Dennis Rader he was known as BTK. So what happens when you set these animals free and they’ve lost their old hunting ground. They inevitably find or create a new one. We know from his psych report that he’s a narcissistic, sociopath who feels no guilt for what he’s done. Why would we consider setting him free 6 years early when he’s done nothing to show remorse or that prison has reformed him in a   

My point here is that wolves have to hide in sheep’s clothing otherwise we’d all run in terror at the site of them. They have to be able to form an almost intimate relationship one of trust in some way, a Deacon, who can we trust. That’s what the victims are left with

To this day David Gray has taken no courses in deviant sexual drive or violence or violent urges, he hasn't looked into any reason he has the urges that he does I just remember him standing in court not looking at the victims when he spoke but apologizing to his wife, for sleeping with half the wives in reunion and he took what wasn’t given, there were a million things he could’ve said but then he said he was a victim of child abuse and an alcoholic. I was also a victim of child abuse in the worst ways you can imagine and i chose to serve!

ALL he has done is take an alcohol course and a step course to be a better version of himself.

An alcohol course... My memory is spotty because he drugged me but I can 100% tell you he wasn't drunk,when he drugged me and used my body as his plaything for 3 hours.and then when he chose to stalk me for over a year after like we were bf/gf asking why I wouldn't go back, did he do something wrong,would, I just give him another chance?

I have very serious health conditions, I won't be alone in a room with a male physician, nursing assistant or phlebotomist. if in the middle of the night I wake up and a guy is in the room taking my bp and o2 sats I lose my mind. I have seizures so I have to have someone accompany me every time I get off the bed,If they send a male nurse and expect me to keep the door open we have a problem.

keep in mind,

I did male oriented jobs my whole life before I got sick so this is a complete 180!

During fire season I used to sleep in man camps with all the other firefighters on a cot ,

I worked underground in a coalmine with all guys.. I was NEVER scared

I’ve lost all trust in people that I grew up with and worked side by side with. Most of them worked very hard to be considered “ a person of integrity and trust “ these people did nothing wrong and they sometimes seem hurt that I can’t give them the trust they worked so hard for.

Keeping in mind a lot of these people are friends and family I grew up in the EMS community. Because of this, ive lost my circle of trust and friendship not because of anything they did but because i have this hurdle in my brain..ANYONE can lie.. ANYONE can hurt you, ANYONE can have a secret life. It’s broken the trust with everyone because when i look at a man i see a possible predator. In massage therapy, CBD use is common, and I didn’t want to seem difficult, so I agreed. What he handed me was not CBD lotion—it was a vial of liquid. Stupidly I drank it so not to cause an awkward moment. Was it my fault for being stupid and trusting a person I did not know because they had a beautiful salon? Maybe..He told me to undress “to my level of comfort.” I did. At that point, I noticed the salon was dark, with no other lights on except the main desk a dimly lit lobby and 1 massage room that was lit.

During small talk that you typically try to have with your masseuse his  demeanor shifted from the pleasant man at the desk to something entirely different he was now crass and loving my discomfort. I asked him why no one else was working at such a nice massage salon.

He began talking about his former partner—in a lecherous and demeaning way I asked if anyone else wokrd there he said that he had a partner but her young daughter came in dressed like a whore and she was just asking for it, That he could see her female anatomy under her skirt..not that he minded 'eventually she was gonna get raped and try to pin it on some poor guy’ when her skirt is so short he could see her pussy ‘in his opinion “whores,”  all whores eventually get what they deserve’.

He said this to a colleague he about her teenage daughter Then he turned to me. “He said he loved women with bodies like mine, that he couldn’t wait for women like me to come in, that days like this were the highlight of his job” He also said “he hated massaging “fat fucks.”  He said most of his day was touching disgusting bodies but then you get that client with a hardbody.. “ WORTH IT”

In that moment, I knew I needed to leave. But almost immediately, I realized I could not move. He had drugged me. He leaned down close to my face and whispered, “Night night, beautiful.”

There was nothing I could do to save myself.

Now i can keep fighting to keep him behind bars for as long as possible hes only been in 4 years of a 10 year sentence . 20 women came foreward in the beginning , imagine how many had too much shame or fear?

10 stuck it out to the trial

1 committed suicide the night before the trial rather the repeat the filthy things he said and did. A bright light extinguished

2 have left Colorado all together for fear that the stalking would start again and maybe something might happen to their daughters

I sold my house of 16 years and left reunion because he lived right up the block and I saw him all the time and I couldn’t take it. I was in fear all the time I had nightmares all the time.

His house is also across from a school, a neighborhood pool a park and an open space so if you have to imagine David, who was diagnosed as a sociopath and narcissist and someone who would most likely offend again upon release finding a new hunting ground, I don’t think you have to think very hard I mean, maybe he would just set up shop in his basement and do Massage there because his wife knows what he did and she doesn’t care. He literally said during our last parole hearing he couldn't remember all of his victims, he showed no remorse for the girl he killed in Germany he felt like he got off lucky, He never mentioned the victim who committed suicide the night before the hearing rather than look at his smug face.

HIS Psych report says he's a malignant, narcissist who feels no guilt for what he did to us and will most likely start up again. considering letting a man this dangerous out 4 years into a 10 year sentence shows US collectivly that we never meant anything.

My point is the victims don’t just need justice. We demand justice and we haven’t received it yet. Four years in prison is not enough. He needs to serve his full term. He has not done anything that would show me that he has been reformed in prison some 12th step program And an alcohol program. I'm sorry everyone finds g-d in prison it's a joke. What would matter is if he stopped putting me through these hearings, used his time to reflect on the lives he's ruined and then ask at maybe the 8 year mark.

The things hes done in prison dont matter to the victims, what matters is the possibility of him getting out 4 years of a 10 sentence . Which for what he did and the amount of women that came forward . The Judge literally compared him to Larry Nassar saying if this many were willing to come on record ‘ i cant imagine how many were too embarrassed or afraid.

To us the victims 10 years was light we prayed, were promised, and then deflated when we heard the verdict.

One young nurse was so full of shame and the mere thought of seeing him in court that she committed suicide the night before the hearing. I doubt hes given her a moments thought.

David Gray cares for nothing

David Gray  cares and for no-one but himself

David  Gray  simply wants his freedom with out paying the consequences

We on the other hand pay everyday

We dont get hearings from our nightmares and PTSD, Those of us that spent hundreds of thousands moving so not to be his neighbor, we dont get reimbursed for that. What i can tell you is 4 years is a slap in the face to every woman he violated, it says our bodily autonomy means nothing. That some man who is in a position of trust can take you, violate you and get a slap on the wrist. Because thats what this would be. You have the petition from Reunion they don’t want him, would you want him as your neighbor?

Thank you for hearing me

Tammy