Hi all some of you are already aware of the situation after fleeing domestic violence with my childrens Father where the relationship had run its course. I sought support back in the UK yet sadly some of the NHS professionals saw I had mental healtth issues several years prior & had me sent to a unit rather then discharge me with my Father who though elderly had capacity (he has since apologised) as at the time of going into labour he was staying with me in a ''rental property' as we looked for a permenant home yet I went into labour early and i am grateful for the pre natal dept who gave me support in the first 2 weeks of my twins life and taught me to tandem breast-feed. Yet my hollistic beliefs were an obvious issue and I even became confused.

I just know it was the happiest day of my life the pain of my breakup the grief of various family members had gone. I just wanted to be at home with my Dad yet I was sent to a unit though alot of love an support there was also heavily sedated Mums like zombies so I faked taking my meds... yet the head doctor discharged me she felt I was capable maybe a God bothered yet well. So we returned to Newquay yet again I was an overwhelming amount of different professionals calling me and turning up. I just want to put behind me  now and mother my children in a nice cottage living off the crops of the land with a few animals and a loving husband is that too much to ask.