" 
Jennifer directions for living just spoke with my evaluator at pheonix house. I had to call her after trying to call Jane Fletcher the case manager her supervisor as well I believe that's David. Jennifer was completely in shock that Phoenix House did not accept cannabis patients as and they would not treat or do a treatment for me either way. She then went on to have about 10 minute conversation with the person evaluating me Sarah who was pretty unhappy and agreed with me that she was not professional in the way she handled the situation we were on the phone for 15 mintues while jennnifer asked about the way the case managers make appointment for the clients. At one point challanging sarah, "so youre telling me if i call ypur welcome center, right now-they will ask are they a marijuana patient?" At this point me and thw evaluator had enough then she had the odacity to ask me if i felt comfortable getting of off medical cannabis 
. 
Here is my point: if I went from 
90 mg of amphetamines a day 
(adderral, vyvanse, adderral xr) 
8 mg of benzodiazepines a day 
(valium, xanax) 
20 mg zyprexa a day 
10 mg lexapro a day 

with clearly communicated intentions to reduce and eventually eradicate the pills pills (if possible) or at least dramatically reduce my doses 
With cannabis since the beginning of thjs case; and am now on: 

1 mg xanax as needed or one time a day 
15 mg adderral as needed or one time a day 
15 mg zyprexa 

I think i have done great. The only failures i have had are when i was not being seen by a psychiatrist bc i was pregnant and my primary care noted he would support me not medicated if dcf asked and josh/case mgr mgr, jane, and gaurdian adlietem have said my medications are "problamatic" 
They are not drs 

I was not under psychiatric care due to this until august. 
I failed my ua's for valid reasons. 
Unmedicated; i make poor decsions. 
I have not tested positive for opiates unless prescribed or unless in a hospital setting. 
Tramadol is prescribed. 
The guy who committed suicide did so bc i found out he tried to get me to do cocaine was secretly selling it and maliciously had me ingest it. 

I communicated why i no longer could see him. 
I needed to go back to therapy and psychiatrist and let go of him because of how toxic he was.(i dated him for 2 weeks) the he blew his brains out and committed suicide (7/2/18) they say depression i say addiction. 
An addiction i refused to join him in although i was unmedicated. 

If i had never left my psychatrist my decsions would have been dramatically different