My name is Lesego 

I am a mother to a beautiful 7year old boy that is not my ex child , and i have been abused physically and emotionally , and am constantly intimidated by my ex that the law wil take my child away from me 
I was in a relationship of two years and few months with him while in the relationship I was beaten mercilessly and consistently multiple times I did all I could and stayed silent thinking nobody would ever believe my situation but now I feel that I have been through enough . But now I feel that I have been abused far too long and pushed far enough by my ex 
My would beat me to a pulp having bruises on my face body purple eye whilst being pregnant in 2019 for his child not knowing and send me to do abortion that was my first attempt for abuse and i called the police but didn’t do anything the last draw was when my ex of the child started questioning the paternity of our child - after everything I still kept silent and kept continuing the beatings until 2022 but enough is enough when wil I ever get safety ? My child is far too young to live with a mother who is being bullied , intimidated and still facing abuse even tho in those 2years he would always be to my parents when I was with him for my own respect and to my son i would hardly carry him with me if I went to him I am human too and this kind of abuse has gone on for too long I want freedom and justice 
He still send voicenotes threatening to kill me or expose my nudes even though we don’t live together 
I have filled for a protection order against my ex as I have tried multiple times to reach out to them but they were taking it lightly with first attempt for help while having prove 

this situation should get to court and the magistrate