On my way home from the foundation office tonight to have dinner with my children. Thank you everyone it has been a challenging week and thank you for all the kind messages. Today is exactly 14 weeks that Ella Roberta’s legal team handed in new medical evidence to the attorney general asking him to grant Ella a new inquest; we wait. In the meantime there is London, Manchester, Glasgow, Northern Ireland and Glasgow just to name a few. I was up at 4am today because the children in Manchester in the playground contributed to a restless night for me. it is a reoccurring nightmare that there is no end in sight. I am beginning to feel under pressure as my children expect a lot, nothing new there I guess. They like I know only to well how all this could possibly end. The idea of any parent resuscitating their child continuously feels us with dread so we know something has to give. We will discuss the toxic air crisis on our way to dinner because at the table I want to find out how their week has gone. I have explained to my kids I am a humble teacher and there are many more powerful people whose job it is to sort this health crisis out. But they look at me in that way (I know what I mean) and remind me what Ella often said, oh yes the chronic (her nickname) “so what are you going to do mummy when you find out what is causing my cardiac arrests?”. What am I going to do indeed Els, what am I going to do? Have a restful weekend everyone there will be more challenges ahead next week.