Hello , read with all your will to help me , I am going to share my story with you hoping you take it into consideration , and help us as soon as possible , my name is Nada Alnamous from Syria 22 years old , I belong to a family of ten members , mom and dad and my 7 siblings , 3 sisters and 5 boys, my dad is Physiotherapist and mom a housewife , she got the high school diploma and stopped , we moved to Lebanon as refugees  in 2013, escaping from the war in Syria. I was then 12, we have been in Lebanon from then until now bearing all the financial burdens and seeking for the better education and good living, but our situation is getting worse and worse every day is harder than the other.

Here in Lebanon, for the Syrians no future at all, every month and year there are challenging decisions we face. We are not in safety and peace, I apologize do not make it harder on me. Every year there is a threat that no education for the Syrians, which is an important right, all the people and children should have.

I don't have $700 for the registration fees in the university which this new year have raised the cost of registration, in addition, I cannot cover other costs like transportation, books and internet.  It is my last year in my bachelor's degree, and now my studying process is at risk, not just mine, my two brothers as well.

Please understand my concern, don't leave us alone.  My dad all my family members from the day we were in Lebanon, we have never felt we are receiving our rights as refugees, we don't know how we spent our days, we cannot go out and face the life in Lebanon, because we are Syrians, in every matter and in every topic they say we are the reason for their problems. When there was a bread crisis, they didn't give the Syrians, from that moment I said even that!! They don't like us, they use every way to bother us and to feel stressed when we do every normal activity that every human does.

Please save us and let us feel free from discrimination, from their looks upon us, we don't belong to them, and they don't want us to be between them. I will never stop writing if I want to explain every hard situation that we are in. Please take my request for help and support into consideration because we are really in need for your help, look at my problem with your merciful hearts and your aim to help the students and all people, because we cannot stand more years in Lebanon facing all the new difficulties they put, we have been just doing that all the 9 years that we were in Lebanon until now; same struggling and same pressure every day and every month and year. They never make anything easier, they find a way to humiliate us by waiting to take an important paper under the rain, the long time they take to give it and endless means.

Please I am full of hope for your help, you have read all my sufferings. What I should say more to convince you that we are passing through hard times, no end for them without your helping hand, don't leave us without curing reply and support. Change our present to change our future.

The legal residence card for example it is their win card I might say, it is required to continue registering in school or university, they hardly give it, some people never receive it and there is no learning for the ones who don't have it, this paper is very important and they want us to have it, and they do not give it easily, contradictory situation!. The life is not life anymore in Lebanon it is like living in prison and more.

Those days are hard and the coming days are the worst , nothing in Lebanon seems to be  going for the better we are exhausted from our current  state and we cannot change it without your assistance , we feel like we are tied up , we cannot make any positive steps . The real treatment for our problem is to move from the place that we've get hurt to another peaceful country.

I really need to travel and  to continue my bachelor's degree and have Master's degree in one of the UK  ,or USA  or Europe  Universities ,  a country that respects human rights and freedom, Otherwise me and my family are facing a deep wrenching problems , if you help us to be one of the refugee families in  these great countries it will be greatly appreciated and it will be the most relief for all our problems , new good life to heal from what we have passed ,  Help the Syrians humans in Lebanon ,  no good clothes, no good accommodation hunger and poverty.   We sometimes delete our dreams, to make it easier, to don't suffer, that the state of all the Syrians in Lebanon. But I will never lose hope as long as there are good humans who might offer help. By the way we are learners and would love to continue our studies,  but in Lebanon this is impossible,  because the authorities don't want us to learn , such a discrimination , I know you can help , and that is why I am writing all this,  There are no borders to help humans . Lebanese University raises the fees for $700 because we are Syrians/International ,I cannot afford this cost at all ,and now we are three university students, me and my 2 brothers, my dad is not working and we as Syrians we  should not work in Lebanon even if it is a right. Thank you in advance for all your coming support, we wish all the best to all people and countries.  I am asking for help , our conditions are the worst , It is the reality , if I were not needing help , I will never ask ,I cannot see my family is collapsing in front of me, and I cannot do  anything. There is much to be said i will not finish writing to convey my hard situation , my dream is to be a writer , but in Lebanon i think we will never achieve anything , we just feel ourselves just seeking to eat and to stop the hunger nothing more , I feel like we just created for that , they deal with us like that , even this we hardly can obtain , we want to learn , work  to make difference . We just spending our days wishing for proper life, where we can learn and work, life full of accomplishments, I am worried about my parents they are really under pressure, and sad for our situation for they cannot change anything about our mysterious future if you helped us you will make my parents the happiest, you will let them feel again with life, even me because their tears falling is the most view that cut and wound my heart.  My dad cannot work because of the restricted and harsh working laws in Lebanon, please help us, and I am requesting and asking your help with your eye of kindness as you helped many like us, his 30years of working for us have to find the fruitful future that my parents are wishing and seeking for so long. Don't leave us alone, how many lives are there? Let me and my family live with dignity and change our present and future. A DECADE OF SUFFERING IS ENOUGH AND MORE. 

 ( What we need from you is listen to us , save my future , let me and my family travel and feel the freedom , and get the happiness within your help ) , we are not asking too much , with all your support and collaboration and every problem will be easy and we can get over it for sure.