Cross posting for my supporters.. It’s been a very long road but after it all I just want to give everyone a update... after thinking long hours and days after waiting for trial but due to covid it has back up so many courts and also lots of other things were messing it up for trial... I thought about it every single second of everyday when will we go to trial but days lepta getting longer... I started praying to God and Jayden what I should do... Jayden showed me a sign I needed. I came to the decision of letting him take the plea deal. I was tired of waiting on something that I knew wouldn’t even make me feel any better... because like I said what I wanted I could never get back which was my Jayden! That’s all I want and no one and nothing can make me feel any better... even if he was to get life that wouldn’t have made me feel some relief... when all I want is my Jayden back ... so it’s all in God’s hands now what he wants to do with the person who took my Jayden from me ... I’m sorry I haven’t updated anyone it’s just something that still hard to talk about because I wish I wouldn’t even had to come to a decision when my Jayden should of been here... All I want now is just to be able to see my baby boy again and for God to allow us to reunite in heaven when it’s my time. I thank you alll for the prayers and support and may GOD BLESS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YALL! I know Jayden feels smiles looking down how many people supported him and still do� and I know my Jayden thanks you all as well! To add on I am going to delete the petition... my Jayden had a lot of supporters on here and I know we both are so grateful for each and every single one of y’all but this is it ... until I see my baby boy again. God bless you all!