Hello all. You are such darling supporters. Thank you for such beautiful words. Wow. Overwhelmed thank you and I am on way back and I am crying my eyes out. Today's visits as bad or worst as lat weekend. All I can say I am looking I had a round with mike Tyson. lol. My poor poor son. After all that he begged me not to go. And held on to me for dear life. And crying asking me to take him with me to London as he says mummy take Ste home London. I am in pieces and I am going to be honest I wanted to go to the pub at station and have a double cognac. Going to answer some questions. Some of the supporters who posted are amazing personal friends of years and I so appreciate it. That message my lovely don't know why change did not post the message. I shall have a word with them. Lol. Love you my sweet friend. Now my MP is Jeremy Corbyn. I have been in touch with him. He keeps promising to do something and then it's forgotten. Over and over. It's now almost a year waiting. And seeing it's election time I doubt he will do anything. I spoke to his campaign group at my door and I was ignored. Now for why Ste got to this point. I looked after Stephen for 16 years. He was very challenging and very strong. And I had no help the more I begged for help the more went on death ears. Then one day a big crises came when Ste got so angry and he punched me and kicked me to the ground. And he went for his baby brother. That was when I knew I needed help., school was doing nothing. They had kept Stephen in the sensory room every school day , the full day locked in sensory room alone all alone. The sensory became a hell room and he became quite distructive and came home destroyed everything in the house as that is what he was learning at school. Now the irony of all this is that the school was an autistic school a bloody joke really. Anyway that year was complete hell all he learned was to be very challenging. So w got a lawyer and fought for a residential school we did that because we were told idlington in under any circumstances would pay for a specialist residential school . And we got Ste in to a school in Norfolk. Now as it's s long story wool just st say Stephen had a major incident and nearly died. And not being dramatic he needed 5 times 6 pints of blood. 5 times. 6 pints. Anyway he recovered by the grace of god, but then due to what had happened they were scared something would happen again and they kept Ste for almost a year being restrained , and on a 3 to 1 care day two to 1 nights. Horrible. Then the school wanted an absurd amount of money and islington said no. I agreed. And one day we were given notice 3 weeks to find Ste a placement. And islington came up with the wtf idea a mental institution and that was 4;5 years ago. First one was st Andres effing god forsaken hospital. Dreadful. Dreadful place. Then after Bbc. And Chanel 4 news on Ste St. Andrews put pressure to get Ste out. And again one more hospital was suggested and it was again to be 28 weeks. Well 2:5 years later he is still there. Now one of you has said I want to go to Oaketree and grab Stephen out. Yes you and me both. I wish. I could or someone could. No such luck. Another lady asks why can't I bring him home. Again I wish. I can't because Ste is under the MHACapacity. Section 3. Eve I hope you did not mind me saying about our boys. Love you eve. Thank you for helping me keep going. Xxx thank you all. God bless you. Xx darling A. Thank you. Love you give my love to gorgeous R. Don't worry about the message. Change.org must had a period lol. X. Dear Andy McCulloch I read your message first of thank you. But dear god. To many of our daughters and son's have died in this institutions, it's what I dread most. I am so sorry for your loss. I have no words. I am lost for words. Here I am going on about my son and you suffered such a terrible loss, it's horrible heartbreaking and shocking. Well I should be shocked but like I said, so many of our beautiful young people have died at this horrible places. My most sincere heartfelt sorrow goes to you and your family, please fight them with all your might. Yes it won't bring your beautiful daughter back, but it will give you peace,and thus also bring light to the world of what is happening. Thank you dear Andy for sharing what must have been such a painful memory. Stephen Olive thank you so much for that. I passed on message to dear Jayne. She as you may understand can't speak here , but she asked me to pass on her thanks. And for your support yourknow. Nicholas Bradshaw Thank you so much for that information. Unfortunately Stephen does not have a good understanding of language or can speak that much. So its really very difficult to get Ste to understand and comply with those sort of instructions. It's sad but it's how it is. But I really appreciate what you said and will look in to it thank you very much. Leo.