Well it's been over a year now and I am still fighting like hell.

My rights were completely ripped away from me due to false allegations given by the caseworkers involved.

I just want so badly to know that my children are doing ok and are safe and are not being beat on.

My youngest son has now turned 16. My daughter will be graduating high school this year. And my son Preston, will be turning 17 in February and the only news I've found out about him is that he has been placed in another mental health facility but no word as to his conditions or well being or even how his overall health and life is going.

I will never give up on my kids.

I will never stop fighting for them even though my rights were ripped away from me.

My children are the reason my heart even beats each and every beat. They are the reason I am even still here. 

My children are, what makes me who I even am.

I will never stop trying to find them and I will never stop trying to make them apart of my life.

If it's the last breath I have left in my body I will still use it to continue to fight for my children.

I love you Kylee

I love Preston

I love you Bralin

Just know that I am still out here fighting for each of you to make your way home to me.