I desire deeply humanity Love,i am so devastated being Abandoned and no helper,i feel lame,and so destroyed ,i am stripped naked i feel like dry bones

I am in darkness ,my life is hell, i am very poor and starving with great weeping and strong tears like the drops of the rainfall,and no comforter,i am happy to meet you brethren ,you are doing a wonderful work,i thank you for welcoming me,and showing brotherly love your compassion to wards me the poor,i am a twin but she die and i am so sorrowful, i want my suffering to end,

I am lacking those things that keep one alive,

I am weak over burdensome,and i no longer wish to feel the pain of death no longer,starvation etc,please help me with money, for food ,a good roof over my head my hut is falling apart need to bulid up good ,i need to take care of my health ,and i need clothes  light to see at night,and my i feel so bury ,i wish for your helping hands your comfort support,what every money you can help me with first to beginn with so i can come out of starvation 400000,5000 thanks you all,