I have not  updated in awhile and thought this morning that I should.. Many of you wonder how I have been doing.. It has been a rough summer but it is almost over in alot of areas for me.. I missed summer the whole season and wish it hadnt been the way it turned out but it had to be..I know today if I hadn't had the HIPEC SURGERY in April I wouldn't be alive today.. It had spread to 90% of my organs. Then in May (after I briefly recovered from the 12 hr surgery) they started slamming me every 3 weeks with Chemo.. they wanted to do this after the surgery for a double whammy (my way of interpreting this) to make sure 100% they got all the cancer.. So all summer I have been doing Chemo and my numbers (White Blood Count & Red) have been so low that I had to isolate myself from everyone (no shopping, ugh!!) so I dont get sick... So since May I have been in my house unless I go have my blood tested or do Chemo... I will say Chemo is not for whimps.. I have had 2 blood transfusions, a phosphate and magnesium transfusion, burns in my mouth from the chemo being in my body.. I feel brave till the first week after I do it I feel like I have food posioning 24/7.. then your Braveness you thought you had is gone.. I have one more to do the end of the month then it will take about 6 weeks for my numbers to come up where I can be around people.. So miss my niece and her kids. they come in the summer and this year they couldn't come... Too many days of tears because I miss seeing them.. They are my SUNSHINE'S!!! The Plus side of all this (as I whined to my husband Yesterday and said I just want me back) is maybe after doing all this I will be given a few more summers.. I tell people all the time "If you dont believe in God Look at me.. I am here still because he choose's for me to be here.." My days are not over yet.. I will do the last Chemo soon and finish my mission for the Lord!! Through out all this there has been so many people encourage to know God has answered so many prayers.. So some days as I grumble from either being sick or being isolated I stop and catch my breath and say "Thank you Lord for what you have done in answering so many prayers!!!" So hopefully in about 6 weeks you will see me out and about getting groceries, gas or a stop at Walmart just know I have missed seeing all of you.......... Thank you Lord Jesus for giving me more time with my Family & Friends........

https://www.gofundme.com/lifesaving-surgery-for-janine-may    Thank you for the ones who have donate. My $40,060 bill for the surgery has dropped to about $36,000 now.. So sad that these insurance Companies will not pay for a life saving surgery.. I hope one day this is paid off an I can pay off another woman's surgery (who has no means to pay for it) but wants to live to see her Family and Friends.. Thank you for your part in helping me to do this... Woman just want to live!!!