Today is car free day all across Europe I would plea with you if you can manage without your car for the day please try it. What I am more interested in is the feedback. Could you tell the difference in the air that you breathe where you live? As you know yesterday was 12 weeks that we handed in new medical evidence to the Attorney General. It has been an extremely stressful week as another landmark comes and goes. I do have my concerns as Ella’s short life and death becomes political but when I read the comments on here I am reassured that the general public won’t let it. Like me they are concerned about the health of the nation especially the vulnerable who are children, people with respiratory illnesses and the elderly. I have no idea what the future holds but I am hopeful, hopeful that I can answer Els’s question “why am I ill Mum?” Posthumously sadly, the process is about doing the right thing by her as I promised. But this time there will be no happy ending. I remember those stressful times as the doctors brought her back from another coma, oh those big brown eyes how I miss them.