If you don’t understand why ——————-, join the club. You are certainly not the only ones. 

 

Cash turned two years old on July 26th. In the midst of getting buried with legal fees,  ——————and ————————

- our baby is now 2 years old.

 How is this happening?  This is ————-, that neither of us willingly ———

. That is not in our vocabulary. You don’t ————

in the first place if you think that is ever an option.  It just doesn’t make any sense how this happened, why ————-, how these —————, and why —————- yet. 

We are very thankful to announce ——————-

when we hear anything more! 

Thank you so much to everyone who has been so kind showing support during this dreadfully painful time of our lives. We continue to pray that a resolution to this madness comes soon, it seems to only be getting harder, each day longer, without our baby, Cash.  Only that much more reason to work harder, and  stay strong,  because will never, ever give up, it’s just not an option. 

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 Xo

 

 

To Our dear baby puppy, Cash-

We are your Mom and Dad. We have been there for every step you took since we brought you home at 8 weeks old. We taught you everything you know. We made sure you were the healthiest and happiest pup you could possibly be. We would do anything In the world for you to keep you safe, healthy, and happy. We always put you first, and made sure you were taken care of before anything else in the world. Your Dad and I would never, ever, ever even dream of _____________________
And it hurts our hearts more than anything we have both ever felt before - to think you feel that we abandoned you. We would give anything to have you home with us now. Anything in the world.
I _______________ you didn’t need that kind of training, I _________________. I  ______________ your backpack with your name on it when we _______ ____. I ______________you are our baby, how much we love you ____________. I ____________ your name is Cash, and I’m your mama. I _____________ your lesson plans. I told them how I worried about you being cold at night, that you like a blanket covering you up. Tom __________________ He told them he didn’t. He _____________ we  told them all. And no one _______. No one ______.

 

I just can’t understand how ____________
________________
________________

____________
________________
_______________
.I see your head resting in the kitchen window sill, I see your nose waiting for my pizza crust, I see you jumping to get your balls for the park at the front door, I see you waiting at the freezer door for your icecube treats, I see your container of bow ties, unworn, un open for so many months, I see you tossing your toy basket all over the living room floor, I see you waiting for us on the other side of the door every time we come home, i see your happy smiling face looking up at me every time I turn around, I see you napping, pushed up so hard next to us, and stretching out those long legs, I see your food and water bowls with your name monogrammed on them sitting out so empty, I see you waiting to drink water so eagerly straight from the big jug I use to poor into your water bowI, I see you stuck to me like velcro every step I take in our house, every corner I turn, every street, every sidewalk, every pup I pass by, every playground I see you running across, every park I see , playing ball with you,

every beautiful day-

I only see you.

I haven’t been to Central Park since the morning we took you last - January 12th - before we dropped you off for school. We used to go almost every day. I haven’t been able to work, eat, sleep, laugh, live, smile, since we found out we could not pick you up. Both of our entire lives for the past 7 months - have stopped to completely focus on __________  Every single morning for 7 months I wake up in a panic, of distress, that we ___________ . We just want _______ sweet puppy, because we know _______________
. ——;your mom and dad, who raised you, gave you the best loving home and pup life you could ever want. We know how happy you were - we know how much you love us.

 

We ___________, baby Cash

It’s just not how _________
. And for a person __________
___________
___________about being a dogparent, or a parent at all ______ Thats just not how it works. Tom can certainly testify to that as well, given, the late & great Beethoven, may he rest In peace, May 4, 2020. He and Tom had 14 strong years of being there for one another. As hard as that was on Tom, loosing Beethoven, this has been much harder on him. It is the absolute____________
________________
_______________

 

We both miss you and love you more than the sun and the moon and the earth and planets.

And,.

<3

all our love,

Mom & Dad

 

 

 

It’s In-————.   ————.

And it __________ too long to ___________——-.

OUR ——- _________4 ————-.

_______ _________ ———— FAMILY.