Note: The young man in the photo is not the ex boyfriend who allowed her to die.

6-9-22 has come and gone. I couldn't post then because it hurt too much. They say time makes it easier, but that's a lie. The longer she's gone the more it hurts. Why was her life not worth the same as anyone elses? 

I just keep thinking all it would have taken was one phone call. Just 30 seconds and my baby would still be here with me. I'd still hear her laugh. Be able to hug her. Talk to her about the most mundane things every day. Now it's all gone and all that's left is the promise of days full of hurt and memories and guilt for not being there and just knowing because aren't mom's supposed to know when their children need help intuitively? 

I miss her. So much. I just want justice for her. It won't bring her back but it would help ease the pain of losing her and knowing someone just allowed her to die like her life wasn't worth a 30 second phone call.