My time with Deborah has been restricted AGAIN. Do they not realise what this may do to Deborah? How much she needs my presence, my love, my daily assurance that so many others care about her.  I am desperate to have my time re-instated.  I am so fearful of how Deborah will feel if I am not allowed more time with her. If she thinks I have abandoned her, she may just give up and leave this life.  

I have emailed Jon Westbrook with what happened today:

"Today has been another dreadful day in Neptune Ward, where once again, lack of reason, lack of accurate record keeping and lack of an ability to make an adequate and a reasonable assessment of a situation was allowed to prevail.

During an earlier stay in GWH in the ICU ward, one of the doctors, Dr Rachel Prout, gave me permission to give Deborah Infoceutical drops - part of the Bioresonance range.  I would be allowed to use them, not orally, but on her skin. Dr Prout had the drops validated for use by the hospital pharmacy.  
The pharmacists obviously have no knowledge whatsoever of Biophysics or frequency etc and thought it amusing that I should want to use them, but nevertheless said they contained nothing harmful, so I could apply them.

This advice was then updated in Bristol, where after testing by two Speech and Language therapists clearly demonstrated that Deborah could safely swallow these drops, I was permitted to give her three drops at a time on her tongue.

After a previous incident, shortly after our return to Neptune, another nurse reported me for giving Debs the drops even when I explained that I had been given permission in Bristol to do so.

I queried then why Deborah's entire record from BIRU had not been transferred to GWH.  I have still to receive a satisfactory answer as to why your GWH system is incapable of doing so. Not just from BIRU but from Southmead to GWH, no satisfactory transfer of information is available.  It is inconceivable in this Information era that such oversights, particularly where patient safety is on the line, is permitted to happen.  The consequence for Deborah at the time was once again, unforgiveable omissions regarding her eye medications which incurred yet further damage to her eyes. 

I am furious that I am judged to be either lying, incompetent as a therapist, willing to do my daughter harm or just lacking in general intelligence and incapable of accurate assessment of any given situation.

I was informed on the previous occassion that nothing was to be given to Deborah orally - no logical reason for the decision, other than "because we say so".  Failure to do so would result in the usual threat, removal by security and permanent banning from future entry to the hospital.  I had no option but to agree, which I have strictly adhered to.

I must point out that Deborah is given 15ml, equal to twenty drops, of medication on her tongue without any problem, but apparently, three Infoceutical drops given by me cannot be tolerated. 

I must also point out that  I used the same Infoceuticals when she was previously in Neptune till mid April.  No one said anything then about not using products on her skin.  I use all organic products on her face, her hands, her feet every day.  I insist that the staff do the same and I supply all products for their use.   

Today, Deborah is so ill again as a result of the new medication schedule.  In addition, she has been given ILUBE - another eye medication which we have tried previously with disastrous consequences.  

I have never seen her eyes this bad.  

Both her eyes have now developed additional white marks, three on the Right Iris and more white patches on the Left.  The film now covers so much of the Iris that it is no longer visible. plus yellow streaks across the whole eye.

I was back and forth to the Eye clinic throughout the day, trying to speak to the Opthalmologist to stop the current prescription and use only the Vogels Naturopathic drops.
Eventually they assured me that "someone" would go to visit Deborah after six pm this evening, by which time I would already have been forced to leave.  I am not permitted to stay after 4pm.

Unless you have experienced this traumatic situation, you cannot possibly have any idea of what it is like to see your beloved Daughter in such distress and feel so powerless to do anything.

So later this afternoon, I decided to try three drops of an Infoceutical, BFA, which re-introduces Source energy into the body, just on the corner of her mouth., to be spread to relevant known energy centres of the face. Am I to be held responsible for the gross lack of knowledge of your staff? 

 I did NOT put the drops into Deborah's mouth 

The nurse immediately confronted me, demanded to know what was in my hand. How dare she question me?  What authority does she have to do so?  I refused to show her.  She went and fetched the nurse in charge who told me that I am not allowed to give her anything orally. I am well aware of what I may, or may not do and I strongly resent being treated like a common criminal. The nurse apparently also said that I had put something in Deborah's eyes which was absolute nonsense. The eye drops are now locked away in the Meds drawer and only the nurses can unlock the drawer.  How would I gain access to a locked drawer?

I would also point out that Deborah has used Infoceuticals since 2014.  Her body responds well to this kind of treatment. If there was anything harmful in them, she would never have agreed to such regular Bioresonance treatments.  Just for the record as well, Deborah also has her own MiHealth device.  

I was called to a meeting, where I tried to explain in vain what had happened to Zara and Kevin, who have an unforgiveable lack of knowledge of biophysics, Quantum Biology, Traditional Chinese Medicine, etc and no interest whatsoever in updating their obvious knowledge deficit.

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May I ask that you please study the information carefully to acquaint yourself of what undoubtedly is a scientific mode of delivery of treatment without physical content.

The outcome of this bullying, ignorant, humiliating meeting and despite my very firm denial that I had NOT put the drops in Deborah's mouth, was that I am now on restricted hours to be with Deborah - just when she needs me most. 

I will now only be allowed to visit Deborah from 10am-12pm. instead of from 10am to 4pm.

Unless it can be definitively proven beyond reasonable doubt that I am lying, I must insist that this restriction on my time with Deborah is immediately withdrawn. Without proof, the accusation is baseless and I demand a full and unreserved apology from the nurse and BOTH matrons. 

I am now only allowed to visit from 10am-12pm. instead of from 10am to 4pm.

Please ensure that this ban is rescinded with immediate effect to prevent further emotional harm being inflicted on Deborah by my absence.

I cannot eat.  I cannot sleep.  I lie there and wait for the phone to ring.  This is emotional torture - for Deborah and for me.