I was blessed to have had twins 27th April 2019 sadly 23hrs later 1 of my daughters passed away since this I have suffered with severe mental health. The only way I deal with my loss is by visiting my daughters rest place on a daily basis whilst there I change batteries in lights on her headstone so she is never in the dark as this effects my anxiety severely. I also keep my daughters headstone maintained to a very high standard if not bird droppings stain her headstone & can lead to permanent damage. It is approaching my twins 1st birthday & not being able to visit is tearing me apart.This is my way of grieving & I’m sure their are families that are grieving to for loved ones & we should be given access to the crematorium to do this. This closure is affecting families more than we know and is definitely making mental health extremely worse. Why should we be denied access to our loved ones resting place? We should not! Let’s get this out there & be able to visit our babies & loved ones