I just want to apologize to everyone for not being more active on here the past couple weeks.  I guess all the heartbreak, stress & CMPD not giving a damn about my baby or his family just got to me.

I literally saw men out in my woods & went out screaming at them to get out of my yard.  When they just kept grinning at me & not saying anything,  I called the police.  Not smart.  They almost committed me bc apparently the men weren't real.  So now, I'm questioning what is real or what isn't.

I'm scared to go to work.  I'm scared to leave my room.  I'm scared to face the real world that doesn't have Andy in it.

Idk what's going to become of me if CMPD doesn't search that area of the landfill & either find my baby there or prove to me I'm wrong.  Which I really don't think I am.

I love the job I had got but I get the lady can't run a business if I'm hiding out in my room every other week living in a fantasy land that Andy is living in another state & just doesn't have a phone.

I've got to eventually face reality but it's scaring me so bad bc I feel like I'm literally losing my mind.

I want my Andy back to live his life he deserved.  If that God person would or could do that, I'll gladly give mine.  I just dk how to deal with losing a child.  It's so hard.

Anyway,  please accept my apologies & continue to share the petition.   Thank yall.