Hello there,

I want and need to see my children back with their real mummy xxxxx

I am Mummy to Sebastian and Isaac. They are not at all the children to PTWM. She had an affair and married my ex husband, a police officer, they have both denied me from my children. PTWM is appalling in the way she speaks about my boys and her children. For example calling them ‘little turds’ amongst a load of foul mouthed verbal abuse (apparently classed as funny’). PTWM has now wrote book called Patchwork Life!

Thats incredibly funny ( clearly not) after what the two of them did to me with plenty of help. They both destroyed my life and others....!!!!! To the point of suicide...

I’ve been through more than you will ever know.

I was married to an ex Army and now a police officer in Torbay. When I was married he was having an affair with (PTWM she was pregnant with another parents child). Sickening I know. None of this ‘ I need to think and he will wait crap’!

I found them in bed together and they were having sex, so believe me it was real.

The next time I caught them was when PTWM had just had her baby, the baby was in his mum’s  lounge in a car seat! I was told not to go upstairs but I didn’t care, I knew they were both at it again. So I was again and feeling the devastating consequences to my boys and our life.

The next time we went to a house but I turned up with the boys. I shortly realised it was PTWM, I heard my husband asking who is it?!!! I couldn’t let the boys run up stairs, we were coming to see some kittens to buy. I didn’t say a word yet again. He pretended he was birdwatching that day!!!

I had already seen his messages and their face book posts to each other. However, he told me it was nothing just his sister’s friend. I continued to work despite having to carry this all on as if nothing was going on or wrong for my gorgeous boys sakes.

In the end he said he was leaving on my sons birthday. I was told not to be upset or I would upset the boys. So I still held it together and carried on.

However, in the end I went to every one I trusted for advice but he and PTWM had already done everything ( I didn’t know this at the time) to make me out to be ‘paranoid’, ‘an orange mentalist’ well I had reams of verbal abuse and slander.They both did everything to ensure people thought I was delusional  and unstable. But I knew I wasn’t but nobody was hearing me.

Even before this, I was told by husband to abort ‘our baby’ otherwise he was going to leave the boys and I. I didn’t know about their affair until later on.

My ex husband was intimidating and I was threatened beyond belief because he was absolutely horrible to me and as a police officer he thought he had all the control and anything I said he manipulated or made be feel confused, guilty and worried if I was emotionally unwell. Even though I didn’t think I was.

So I am the mother to  my boys not the person who believes she’s the mother with apparently full custody of my boys which are not hers in Torbay!!!

Sadly people have been scared to speak out about what happened, some have and do try to continue, but some are threatened just like myself and my family were.

Nothing will ever stop me fighting for my boys, I brought them up well and happy. I am no longer scared or concerned about anything they say. Sticks and Stones.....

Numerous events have happened to others and their families by trying to have a voice.

So for every ones information, this “officer” does absolutely NOT have full custody, there is a Child arrangement order in place. They have already abused this and believe they holds all the cards  because I suffered a breakdown after they all victimised me to the point of despair.

I tried and did everything I could for things to be amicable for the boys and have evidence of this but he refuted this and told me he would see me in court.

I have refused dragging my boys through courts again after a previous 3 and bit years. The boys suffered the most it was devastating for their little minds.

My ex-husband and PTWM just wanted to try and prove he and she were innocent and above me. He wanted me to stand in court yet again for me to be slated, with their hope I would have another breakdown.

He and PTWM should be banned from ever using my children for their financial gain. There is a court order concerning this etc.

My children’s lives are being recorded daily and in their patch-work fiction due to their affair. Her book has more devastating lies about me as a Mummy to my two gorgeous boys.

My beautiful boys will probably be made to read this and think I’m being horrible because they have been too young to realise that they have been groomed. People have told me the things PTWM has wrote about my boys and I. I can’t even read it myself. I tried but I want to be sick.

I don’t care about their pathetic lives, their pathetic love, as they will relish in everything to ensure they  both have fame, attention and anything they get off someone for free.

I know PTWM has ruined his career not me. He has been absolutely naive and now hers is more important!!!!  So it didn’t take long did it.

Everyone who knows her, knows she is giving everything on a plate, she does nothing apart from trying to make herself famous and then cry about it, me, me, me so everyone feels sorry for her.

Forgive me but I don’t feel sorry for either of them,  they have now got everything they wanted!!!

But even still  PTWM can’t help but groom her followers for money!!! ?? Where did all the donations go???

Who can afford their lifestyle, well it probably helps that they receive nearly £900 from me for my boys a month. So that says it all really.

People who read the book and who are sadly victims of her support don’t know anything they ever did, which involved the police and safeguarding. 

Recently I was told by safeguarding due to the threats towards my boys (because of PTWM social media) to talk to my ex husband to arrange taking them to live or go with mummy for a weekend etc.... However, I couldn’t even do that because we have a family arrangement order and he didn’t respond to any messages or phone calls to arrange this. Again it got forgotten about.

My boys have lived their own innocent lives, not wanting this. They cannot talk freely, they are petrified, apparently if I do they will be in trouble. Everyone can see my boys are forced for pictures to promote themselves as the ‘perfect couple’!

If you were a real mother like I am and been through more than you read which is beyond scary and unsafe. Please listen, I’m telling the truth. I have all the evidence that both he and PTWM refused.

I want the absolute minimal contact with my ex if I have to albeit for my boys sakes.

Warm wishes,

Samantha Marshall

Xxxxx

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