I am still pushing to be heard ! It’s a everyday memory that I’ve spent several years in a court system that should be fair and equal ! Plenty of men told me it wasn’t fair ! Plenty of people told me it would never be over . But I kept pushing believing in a system that didn’t believe in me ! I was dropped to judge after judge forced to tell my story over and over due to a new judge listening ! It became repetitive and not useful ! Rules were made but not followed ! Questions were asked and answered but no response was ever given on my case status ! I don’t want other people to give up ! But after 9 years I’m done trusting the courts for change that I’m not getting ! I have no law help and I have no more time to loose money behind a paper that’s not going to be followed anyway ! So I choose to fight for change now ! Use my citizens to help me make that change for a system that should work for all of us !!! Those judges got to go home and go about they life ! But me I had to keep living without my child and having a piece of paper that the judge that signed it couldn’t mandate it ! I’ve never heard let a criminal get off of parole because they aren’t following the orders anyway ! It’s not fair and it’s time for change !