I tried to call my daughters this evening, only to discover that my father had blocked my number... Honestly, the feeling of the unknown, not knowing when I will hear their voices or see their faces again, is terrifying... I dont think anyone actually knows what it feels like to have your heart ripped into shreds daily... Idk what I've ACTUALLY done to deserve any of this or why my daughters have to suffer daily as well... All I REALLY know is that i need a miracle... ���