The LAST UPDATE .. probably ..

because ..

Eric is being released early .. 

 

It is what it is.   I tried.  We tried.   Deaf ears.   

Justice is blind .. and hateful, and uncaring.   

Especially if you are someone like Gloria.  She struggled with mental health, her physical health and addiction.  Shuffling around Springfield, Ohio. With no means, trapped in the cycle of poverty, and going back-and-forth and back-and-forth in a domestic violence relationship, unable to escape it.  

Gloria reached out.  Often Vaguely.  Not so clearly.   Not to the right people.  
Or, She would post & delete.  

Sometimes she would come right out and ask for direct help, then refuse it.    

I did not see the ugly things that were going on .. she would pick and choose who saw what.   

She told the ladies at Bob Evan’s that if the abuse got worse, her best friend from Oklahoma was coming to get her and take her away .. she just forgot to tell me .. and a few days later she was missing.   

Springfield police don’t give the energy to the poor, the addicted, the broken, and abused people .. they put in the minimum .. they had all the info needed to do something with this case.  

They never even picked him up for initial questioning.  Wtf was that about.  

They dropped the fucking ball.   

I was actually told to sleep with him if that would get more info.    

Then the detective said “just kidding” ….. because the murder of our friend is a great time to make jokes.  

The Judge was equally horrific.   Yelling at us in the courthouse.    Kinder to Eric Beedy than to us.   

Some people just wanted this over and done with, because it was a nuisance to them.  

Imagine feeling that way.  Ever.  

I’ve lost Gloria.   Now Ginger.  

My two very best friends in the world.  

I hope they are bantering over which one of them is truly best friend.    

I hope they know it’s very difficult for me down here on Earth without them.   

I hope they know .. I wish I could have done more for both of them.  

May Eric Beedy never feel Peace in Springfield, as he has taken away someone very special from so many people.    

Gloria was never given the opportunity to potentially get it back together .. and maybe she could have ..

We will never know.    He took that away.