Good morning all. Happy new year to you wonderful people. Thank you all so much for your wishes, and those lovely Christmas cards to STE very much appreciated. It’s been a horrible time for ste in last 5 months. He is self harming more and more. I can’t go in to it as you are awere, but it’s making me weaker, people tho k I am this very strong autism warrior mum. But I am deeply depressed. My depression has escalated. PTSD is at its worst. Panic attacks anxiety. And I can’t shake the thoughts that my beautiful son end up in hospital for a serious brain injury, as he had 7 years ago, where he nearly died And no it was not at my care. He had never hurt himself while living with me I had no carers was just me, and his dad. Dad looked after him on the day time. I would nights and weekends, but never ever my son got hurt. Now it’s a constant thing. And it’s all day long. I am absolutely heartbroken. New year not starting so good for him and me. Him hurting himself. Me with my mental health. And top that with a chest infection. Anyways it’s stephen birthday on the 16/01. He will be 23. If you all want to send STE a birthday card. Please do send it to my house. So I can take it to him. 27 Rixon st London Islington N7 7JE God bless you all. Please pass on the just giving page. I so appreciate your wonderful kindness. Xx. Leo.