What a week it's been.

Jayne Knight My poor son is back having challenges,self harming smacking stuff screaming not wanting to go out sigh.I fear dr will have excuses for his release, and for more meds. I am devastated two weeks now he won't sleep won't do anything other then be upset. I am beyond anguished and sad heartbroken When will it end my son's despair ? It's 4 weeks since I saw him,It also making me in pain. God what a week it's been,I am beyond consolable It's been a week of sadness and crying.have not cried so much in months,just feel so alone and so desperately upset for my son. Something has happened for Ste suddenly changing, his routine his favourite staff member I don't know. All I want is go there and kidnap my baby,I wish his suffering it was me,I don't want my children suffer,I wish I could take it way from them pain. My poor poor son,I am so hopeless right now,feel totally a shit mother here 80 miles way and no way of helping. No way showing my son I love him and wanting to comfort him. I bloody hate hate being in this country right now. Why. Why. What did my boy do to deserve being locked up?