Hi all. Quick passing here to let you all know some of my plans and ideas and meetings I have had and a CTR being done. Few days ago I had a meeting with NHS England, And CQC About the care and treatment review happening this Wednesday. I pushed and pushed. I wrote to every one I knew and could do something. The idea is pester and pester be rude until someone will respond. And they did. CTR was organised. Then I was called to a meeting. To talk about my plans. What I want for my son. And for what Stephen Wants. And what he wants is ? Love. Attention. Care. And Home. He wants Home. He wants his family. Last week he asked about his sister. His little brother, and joe. And his old carers Peter and Dean. And he wants to go visit laugh Road centre. And centre 404. He was so catatonic. So tired shaking. He could barely walk. Dragging his feet. Fell asleep on my neck standing up. As I said goodbye he was so upset. Begging me to take him home. Crying mummy no go london Ste go mummy. Mummy came back Ste Home. It's him saying His wishes. Telling me what he wants. And no one listens. So the CTR will last 7 hours. With all sorts of outside professionals. My advocate and I have put a plan in place to showcase to them. To prove that my son does not need to be in a hospital. Will be hard to convince the RC. Consultant pcychiatrist. Who up until august had said Ste does not have any sort of mental illness. Now that they know tome is running out on them the cash cow that is my sin to them, he is saying that Ste has a mental illness. Wtf ? It's all a way to control my child control nhse to keep paying them. So they can drive Bentley and high end BMW and what not. Corrupt system. So Wednesday I am more then prepared to tell them what I feel about ATUS I want to send a precedent No more autistic children and teens and adults in to ATUS Our autistic people are not pawns at the hands of this people. We must stop. This madness. If my son was in prison he's sentence had ended already. But ATUS don't discharge. As long as they getting paid. Paid fir care that does not exist. Also pharmaceutical companies had a lot to desire. They provide the drugs to this hospitals. Anyway I will let you know what happens. Thank you all once again.