It's absolutely heartbreaking to me to see what's happening around me .....to me.

2 days ago I was assaulted so often and so severely that I was doubling over in agony and finally just hid under the covers to try to stave off the assaults. 

Its been since 2019 that I was retaliated against for speaking out about some past stuff that's happened to me. Suspicious stuff involving drinking, drugs, prostitution, a pedofile, the FBI and a possible attempt to murder me and my 1 year old daughter and unborn child at the time I was 6 months pregnant. 

Id started having lots and lots of flashbacks and I'd been asking for over a year....probably more like 2 years .....for trauma therapy. For 2 sexual assaults that I'd not reported, too.  One was the person who I was living with@ the time.  Another reason for the community smackdown...I was starting to speak up about these things too .....among others....lots and lots of flashbacks......I couldn't get therapy to save my life.  They kept trying to tell me I have a personality disorder. Whatever. I need help for all this trauma. 

I did not count the assaults the other day.....but it had to have been over 100 in all....beginning way before dawn until I could not stand it anymore and took cover around 12 hours later - maybe 2pm. 

This is illegal torture. It's happening. I'm telling you it's happening. It's been happening for a long time - I cannot be the only one   I'd like to show the authorities more but I was assaulted and held against my will and illegally....and violated by healthScare workers after cops refused to take report.  God and I can (continue to) take on this entire system if we have to.....alone...

But I'm sure He would appreciate some help as would I with regards to stopping and exposing these......let's just call a spade a spade.....crimes against humanity.