Short version of Sam voicing that he wants to come home to me and "just wants to go home now". I am forced to not say that I want him to come home and I am threatened by the social worker if I say anything like it that she would cancel the visit. She wanted to be the only monitor. 

The visits were in a public park and I was able to bring toys and food eventually after being denied for many months to bring anything that he knows from home. Talk about unreasonable service and really criminal abusive conduct by this social worker and the previous social worker who just made our life hell and provided no service but tried all they could to manipulate my son. I have lots of evidence and witnesses including in the public park visits. People cared and questioned what the social worker was doing sitting next to us with a clip board. It was totally bizarre and abusive behavior by her!