She is on emotional roller coaster and I am speechless. Pray for her please, she needs help.
Mom, I am doing horrible over here knowing that if the judge would have followed the rules I would have already been home. Mom, you have no idea how horrible this place is. I need my children. I don't want anyone to have to come here to see anymore. I spoke to the counselor and she told me to appeal it. I will give it to her tuesday. Regardless, I'd rather just keep the sanction because I feel like this is my life and i have to accept it. I don't want to see my children crying anymore as they leave here. I'd rather them not have to see me..eventually they will forget. I feel like I am back to square one. My spirits are super down. Everytime I feel like we got this, something happens that tears me right back down. I am listening to my attorney and he says he will post the motion to court of appeals on tuesday. The more time that passes, the more I lose hope that I am coming home. It has been due time. I was sure that I was going to be home on bond. I did not have any doubts at all. Now I feel hopeless. I cannot be here until my appeal is over. It is not fair and it is not right. I don't think I can handle it anymore. I am completely heartbroken!