I have once again had various issues gaining access to this petition but here we are. Well I had a meeting with Ian Ward who informed me while he empathized the decision had already been made and nothing could "really be done". I understand the position Mr.Ward is in but I am going to seek out others in positions of privilege and power who could maybe assist.

Mid 2019 I was once again subjected to the torment of Birmingham Childrens Services and their affiliates. Having made it crystal clear I will not engage with "letterbox contact" I was contacted by the adoption team pleading with me to write to my son, you know terrible father, such an emotional risk, such a danger to my child adoption was the only option but years down the line I'm being begged to have a heavily restricted form of contact with my own child? I of course declined and continue to do so.

I also just wanted to say I miss you son, all day and every day, I couldnt get on here to wish you a happy xmas but happy belated xmas son, I've put some money away for you and I know your mommy will have too. You've got a proper little fund going on son, I cant be the dad you need in the flesh right now but just know I do whatever I physically can. I hope your as happy as can be expected, I hope your still as brainy as mommy and as fiery as daddy, I hope you still light up the room when you step inside it and I hope you know how much your actual daddy and mommy love you, your my big brave boy and neither of us couldnt have ever asked for a better son. 

I am still finding it incredibly difficult to obtain legal advice and am exploring other options. Dont think daddy or mommy have ever forgotten about you son, its half a life without you and I miss you as much as the 1st day you were wrongly ripped from me.

Love you my little feisty ginge always lots of love daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx