People talk about mixed emotions but I can't think it can get more intense than this! Fury at what has happened to my son (just like too many others), Fear at what will happen to him next (just as it has happened to too many others). Terror that he won"t get home to us (just like.. you guessed it...). But now a ray of hope, because a good MP tells parliament the reality of what is happening to children with autism in her borough. She continues to give Matthew a voice. Thank you Helen Hayes MP. It's given me hope - so I wanted to share with you.