I made a few bad decisions on the SMP but so has everyone, it was just who I made those decisions around and how they decided to deal with it that changed the outcome of what would have/did happen to me.

If things stay the same nothing would change much, you would likely still have most of the active players that you have currently, but moral and trust would diminish slightly. If things change on the other hand, it would show that not only does the SMP have a sense of justice but also compassion and willingness to forgive and give second chances.

I feel as if I was unfairly targeted and made an example of, I would like to be reconsidered as a member of the Barce SMP as soon as possible.