Since the last update, I included that I was again being harassed with another eviction attempt which is a pattern you can clearly see when there is investigation activity again.

If you look at my housing issues and look at activity in these stalking by predators and homicide cases they align. They are attacking my housing trying to make me homeless (unavailable) and attacking me financially, along with attempting to reverse blame on me with frivolous litigation and targeting my credibility. It is called witness tampering, witness intimidation, obstruction of justice in capital crimes. They are well aware that what they are doing is criminal.

Interestingly, immediately after the latest frivolous eviction attempt was filed in March, 2023, some man was knocking on my door late in the evening. My daughter and I were scared. We were not expecting anyone and did not open the door. Being victims of excessive stalking and multiple complex tragedies, we do not open the door. Especially at night. 

We thought whoever left after a period of time, and needed to walk dogs so I looked out to see if it was safe and a man standing off to the side, handed me a bundle of papers. I went right back in locking and bolting the door. The papers had no cover sheet nor identity of the person or agency that handed them to me. Suspicious. Terrified.

Usually when there is one attempt to retaliate at me there are usually a few. Also, something is generally going on either the twins (suspects) or someone they are related to are in trouble or there is new activity in the homicide investigation and I get targeted with retaliation. I believe because they are watching the investigation knowing they could eventually get charged. 

Turns out the bundle of paperwork was more harassment from individuals related to the twins, the Berisfords have related people in Washington State who are harassing me. The twins used to live in Washington State and also have records of violent history there before coming to Florida. This part of the harassment from others related to the twins, has gone on since 2014/15. All has been reported locally, FDLE, to CIA and FBI special agent. 

I was shocked to read what was in these papers, they were filing frivolous charges against me, new ones I was never aware of before. More shocking, these papers were dated from 2020 - THREE YEARS AGO. I was completely unaware. Never served, never noticed, complete shock, yet a Judge signed this stuff? 

In previous attempts I reached out to Washington State the Sheriff and State Attorney sent me copies of unfounded attempts by these same people attempting to file false allegations and charges against me. I also notified Judges and Court Administration, I am a victim and my family was murdered that there are related Florida cases. Along with filing a Motion to Vacate previous attempts - which the Judge denied hearing. Political favors are being dolled out in this. At that time, I was being heavily harassed and a special agent with the FBI was informed every step of the way. That was 2018/19. Thank goodness I felt at least a bit safer knowing others were watching what was happening to me. 

However, apparently they continued their harassment without me even being noticed into 2020, which is what I was handed a copy of by who, no idea, in April, 2023. That is terrifying and as I have said before, when stalking is systemically supported by elected officials that is when it becomes domestic terrorism.

Now, involving two states, it is federal that these people are still targeting me, monitoring me, stalking me and interfering with a witness, terrifying a witness and obstruction of justice. They have caused irreparable harm. 

I have worked diligently for 17 years to try to move forward with our lives. They will not leave me alone.They want me to be silent about their crimes. THEY KILLED and severely harmed my family. Silence, is not the remedy and is not happening.That is not an option. What is an option is for our public officials to take action to stop this domestic terrorism being inflicted on our family. 

In December, 2022, despite their continued harassment, I graduated with my Master Degree from University of South Florida, Tampa. If it were not for some of my professors that would not have been possible. I have great adoration for these professors that were observant and cared enough to help. I worked hard on my degrees. I am very proud of those accomplishments. Most of all my disability coordinator, who was clear with obtaining accommodations for me due to trauma related issues.

My story of overcoming some of this trauma with pursuing my education is a complete novel itself. Obtaining my education gave me so many tools for coping that I will have to write a book to cover them. I fully intend on doing so in hope to help others entrapped in violent situations such as ours. 

So, after clearing the hurdles of continued harassment and eviction attempts, graduating and moving to a place I love, I was so happy. It was short lived. The landlord of the new place refused to complete repairs, it happened to be hot water, we had no hot water from Dec-March. We went to court and the Judge ruled in my favor. Thank Goodness, some hope. Trying to work things out with this landlord has been impossible, he is from Turkey and has a realtor and an attorney who are also being dishonest. To me, I think this should be investigated as a potential crime ring as well. I've tried to work it out they are being especially cruel that is what happened previous times too. That is how I know it is generally related to the investigation tampering with witness and obstruction. I hope to get it settled amicably soon! I'm exhausted. It has been reported to FBI. 

With my new M.A. credentials I was so excited to get to work, put my new hard earned skills to work helping others. Yet, I was not getting employed still. Toward the end of my graduate work I was supposed to do an internship, I was denied a permit. I was very upset about this, suspected interference from stalkers or more bad actors, but I do not like to assume so I could not know as I have not 'seen' evidence of that yet. Until mid April, 2023, the truth finally surfaced. These people were sabotaging my attempts to survive from every angle. 

For the last two years, since 5/1/21 especially when I was hit in a suspicious accident, I have been put through hell. All reported. continued to fight for my right to stay in college and working to succeed while being completely terrorized.

Yet, I knew, what was working for me is that my goal daily was that I was going to do ONE thing every day to focus on my future so if I could get free from this terrorism, that I would be ready to get on with life. Man am I ever ready! Full stop.

Except, they will not leave me alone. These last papers from Washington State, were full of shocking accusations 100% fabricated accusing me of acting in a felony with firearms. Tears started streaming as I was in literal shock while reading what these people were saying and doing completely behind my back. They were creating a different person, gaining political favors to attack me.

Most of all shock, I am still in shock. How can this happen? I can honestly say I have been in literal shock since receiving a copy of these frivolous papers. There were no details, no report #'s dates, or anything. Just slanderous accusations in an order that a Judge granted them which I was never notified of. This order also stated that information was to be input into a criminal data base. I have never been exposed to crime, in any kind of trouble nor arrested. Other than being exposed to all of this harassment. Even in the order, it states I did not need to be served or noticed, what???? That is not even legal but this is terrifying; completely domestic terrorism. I just want to live my life. 

Not only have they attacked my family, injured and murdered and terrorized my children and what we have left of life, they are consuming my life every way possible and elected officials are making that possible. Why???? These accusations are 100% fabricated coming from them and they are claiming they are monitoring me when they are stalking me and likely providing feedback to the killers. 

Again, I have informed federal officials. I have tried to get representation but no attorney has accepted my case. I cannot get work, I cannot live and survive and that is their sole intention. Domestic Terrorism. 

I had a flash of a moment of hope, so excited for the first time in decades I felt pride of my accomplishments only to be thrown back into terrorism. This was a double impact.

While I suspected they were still doing things, I was determined to get my degrees so I focused on my future not on them, as much as I could. I focused on my work and tried to ignore their harassment. They make that impossible.

It is federally criminal what they are doing and should be investigated as RICO. Maybe it is being investigated and I am not aware. I am praying for relief. 

I managed to get a B.A. in Psychology, two minors: Intelligence Studies and Criminology; M.A. in Gerontology. My primary research was the impact of trauma across the lifespan. Thanks to my USF professors and my disability coordinator, they gave me a feeling of community again. Though I was also being harassed at college due to some insiders' harassment which I now know was connected to the investigation. My professors and disability coordinator showed me I still had some community support in that they helped me navigate court issues etc. I will write more on that later. 

Unfortunately, right now, I cannot even get employed or live because of these people continuing their malicious hate crimes toward me. I need help with this.

Prior to finding out about the papers from Washington. Due to the Jardin re-trial revealing additional information; I tried reaching out to The Crisis Center, of Tampa Bay, Bay Area Legal, The Spring of Tampa and Hillsborough County Sheriff, again.

Even though I did not want to experience the rejection of these agencies again; I knew it would be additionally traumatizing AGAIN. I tried anyway. I always try.

I started out by explaining that I have been continuously targeted, there was a new trial revealing new information and now that I have graduated I was also seeking employment in this field to help others. I also needed trauma assistance with filing for more protection due to new trial information. I have been in fear and retaliated at since filing an Emergency Motion for Assertion of Victim Rights in June, 2022 in Florida 5th DCA (case 5-22-1235). Retaliation has been heavy again since I filed that motion. Unfortunately, I got exactly what I expected, not what I was hoping and praying for (help). Instead, I got more denial of services. I have never been provided any victim services from any agency all these years. 

Shortly after making those calls, I was served with the current eviction attempt and the Washington State papers. More retaliation? I believe yes. 

I hoped maybe we (me and agencies) could start on a new journey. Clean slate. Nope. Same denial of victim services. 17 years. Shocking is the only way I can describe it. Traumatizing, terrifying, most of all shock. I cannot think on terms of hate, I am not capable of understanding hatred. Therefore it shocks my system. Every time. I had to develop certain coping skills to navigate that. 

I am taking this really hard. I hope an agency steps up soon. I need the help desperately now. I'm exhausted which is exactly what they want. I need a miracle now. Please. Help if you can. Please. I've done everything humanly possible to try to resolve all of this. 

Unless the Governor, State Attorney, Sheriffs or feds step up I cannot get anywhere. Come on 17 years??? It is time for this state to act or the feds; PLEASE.