I hate that i have to be homeless but am not giving up currently I live in poor conditions and not a lot of transportation options I do wanna say am sorry because I can not control other people actions but I do not deserve to live in a under developed part of rural Ohio where I can not get access to mental and physical health care so I guess I be homeless until I can get into a homebuyer assistance program or affordable housing am moving to California by the end of July I hate this I really do but I know it is the best path forward a rocky road I will never ask for the governments help the whole welfare programs sucks and congress should have took action a long time ago shame on them that I gotta be homeless every waitlist I applied to is 15 years or random lottery it is so back up even with 14c laws I can not get paid a actual wage even if I did not want a ssi check I hate it here :,(