Yesterday your siblings and I, and many loved ones; attended the funeral for your godmother. I'm sorry that you weren't there but please know that mommy will never stop trying to bring you home from the abuse. It's sad that so many family and close friends have been born or died and you have been kept as a slave, by our abusers, from all of them. It isn't fair to you at all and is only more proof of the ongoing abuse had by your captors. When you come home I promise we will have our own catching up to the multitudes of things you have been deliberately deprived of. You are loved by so many and myself and your siblings! Your godmother fought so much for you and loved you so much that you need to be proud and strong for her sake, and I'm so sorry you weren't allowed to attend her funeral because of our abusers holding you hostage.