I'm not even allowed to speak your name our abusers have so much control over us. I wish you could be having a happy birthday at home safe with your siblings and family but our abusers forbid it. I love you! Your family loves you! You were 8lbs 9 1/2oz and 21 1/2in long. I birthed you and not them. I carried you and not them. I raised you alone while being raped and beaten by them the first few years. I did all it took. I'll never stop doing all I can. You will be home one day and have a birthday with your siblings and mom safe. My sweet cakes please tell everyone what they are! Tell every one every where until someone listens keep speaking. Mommy is doing all I can from my end. I wish so badly you could be home telling me what you want to eat for your birthday and being loved and hugged. I love you.