Hi fellow supporters 

Sorry ive been quite, i am still here , still popping on & out & seeing the amazing support from you all ( it means alot ) 

Also my Edinburgh trip didn't go to plan ( i had to cancel it due to delays & it ment the 3 sightseeing places i had i place it would of been rushed , unfilled / unsatisfied & the latter. 

Planning it for months as an autistic ( we don't do change well ) i ended up having a meltdown & crying & really upset by it as i planned it down to every detail to getting a taxi transfer to said first sightseeing place etc. 

I ended up last min going to london on meltdown fumes with this , i forgot my hidden disabilities lanyard & sunglasses. I did do some film photography & a wee vlog but my brain & self mentally & emotional was a mess. I went natural history musem & saw human evolution / Dinosaurs ( i did get a black cab there too & had the wonderful mark give me a wee tour guide while we was going there. I also by accident due to crowded places getting on a rip off sightseeing bus at £45. But like i said up there brain was a fried & meltdown fumes. I also got of at London bridge. And went to the horsleydown steps & found a wee pebble beach & amazing views of tower Bridge. 

I am sharing this because us autistics do not adapt and deal with change and it inpacts us & in every way. Mentally / physically / emotionally & its hard to process whats gone on. I could of sat and dwelled on it & stayed indoors. Much as i turned that day around i was still processing not going to Edinburgh & having to cancel. 

Thought i share & thanks for listening & cheers for your support. My london vlog will be up on my YouTube channel 24th july 18:00 uk time if ye want to watch it & other stuff i have on there. Just type in Different_Not_Broken 

Kerri