I want to be honest, for some time I didn't take in count my actions or what things I was doing day to day, I was "studying" a profession with a scholarship that I got for my score in the national test of state. 
The problem is that I wasn't happy with the time that I was in that Carrer, I started to don't go to my classes and lose the progress, I don't say it in my house and with the time I end here, at 4 days of my "graduation" (I don't will be graduated, I'm far of that for all the classes that I lose, I lose at least half career), with a debt that I can pay (A bigger debt) for don't support the schoolarship and with that my brother have the debt too because he take the credit for the schoolarship, It was all my fault and I don't fell good with that, I want to pay it at least and I doesn't care about how I will live before that but I don't want leave that debt to my family, actually my only option is kill myself and with that the credit insurance cancel the debt because I'm dead.
I know that I don't deserve it but if anyone can donate to help me to pay it, I really, really apreciate it, the amount doesn't matter, I apreciate it a lot.
If you want to know how many I money I debt the amount is 55 millions COP or 14090 USD. Please, help me, In the last years I started to apreciate many things in my life and I really don't want to die now, but if I can't pay it, It is my only option. Thanks for read me and have a good day.