SMH, soo baffled , Def having an EXISTENCIAL crisis ! I am asking WHY?

There is alot going through my mind right now, #1 I dont have the money for movers , storage , truck , oh n security, a rmonths rent, credit checks, etc My bestie knows this, so she created this. go fund me - she knows how difficult it is for me to ask anyone for anything So SHE DID THIS TRYING TO HELP IN ANY WAY, I certainly do not want any donations from ppl Struggling to get by, as grateful as I am it was my hope that by a miracle , OUR DAYMARE would be shared to THE person that can truly save us! Someone blessed with abundance ! So please SHARE , share, n ShArE ! ♡♡ Thank you ♡♡ Love Alwayz Me♡ https://www.gofundme.com/help-a-family-to-move-home-taken