Anyone who knows me personally knows that my son Ryan is the air I breathe. He was born with a 1 and 3 million brain disorder called Vein of Galen malformation. When his father and I split up I decided to move to Houston to be closer to Texas children's hospital where he is treated. When I moved  to Houston and Ryan was about a year-and-a-half old it was discovered that something had been going wrong in his diet that was causing him to go into the beginning stages of renal failure. Upon a year of being investigated by child protective services it was determined that the mistake in my son's diet was made by Texas children's but due to my car being repossessed during the investigation, because of all the extra expenses I was having to come out of pocket for, I was forced to allow him to go live with his grandmother Cheryl Mallams whom is his father Jackson's mother due to the fact that the Harris county judge deemed me financially unstable at the time. Cheryl and I had the agreement that we were just going to wait until CPS got out of our hair and then she would place Ryan back with me because she has been on psychiatric medication for more than 20 years now and could not handle him to quote what she told me. As soon as I signed the paperwork which I was stupid enough not to read she turns to the prosecutor and says now explain to her how she's not allowed to come to my house unless I give her permission. Long story short Ryan is going to be 8 years old in May and is now quadriplegic due to her physical neglect and since she is able to play it off to his doctors that this is just a natural result of his condition I have not been able to get CPS to budge so my only option is taking her to court. October will make it four years that I have not seen Ryan now despite paying tens of thousands of dollars of child support and consistently attempting to check on him on a regular basis as well as sending the Houston Police department to do welfare checks which she just attempts to say is me harassing her. I am very concerned for my son's well-being and I would just like something to take to court with me to show that I do have a support system that knows what is going on and everybody is just praying for Ryan to get home and have a speedy recovery and thrive once again like he did when he lived with me to begin with before Texas children's made this mistake. The only reason Ryan was removed from my custody is because I had to get a court appointed attorney because when Texas children's decided to call CPS to cover their butt and their mistake I did not have $5,000 to come out of pocket for a CPS lawyer to keep them from removing Ryan from my custody or investigating me.