Take down targeted harassment Facebook group against one woman from Poland!
The Issue
I'm Olga Izabella Nesterowicz. Some of you might know me by the stage name "Winnie Nest".
I am launching this petition out of a deeply personal experience that has left me feeling targeted, harassed, and unfairly judged. A Facebook group named "Ugh... Olga Nesterowicz is posting again" - https://www.facebook.com/groups/1710372463053849 - has been established specifically to mock and demean me. This isn't just a case of harmless online banter; it's a targeted campaign, seemingly led by an individual named Niamh Kennedy, who is believed to be the same person involved in shutting down Motherless website (and she to be honest did a very good job, if that's true). This group is not only an attack on me personally but also serves to bully women who hold radical feminist views, particularly those who advocate that women have the right to express their dissatisfaction with men based on personal and collective experiences. It was made as a retaliation for the fact I said that this GC FB group consisted of SOME male trolls that hated women and possibly hated JK Rowling, while admittedly I paranoically suspected that someone formed fake accounts of me. And I called out warmongering politicians there.
Also I was accused of making off-topic posts there. I couldn't do anything, I tried to prevent the trolls from entering there and reading politically controversial according to some posts, so forgive me.
She allowed VIOLENT AND FOUL-MOUTHED men who hate JK Rowling and her political views like John C. Heidenreich, Gabriel Biegański and men with aliases "Hieronim Koks" and "Witamy na Śląsku" into that group as well, I don't understand why.
The fact that I made jokes about my country suffering very awful historical abuse in front of people from Western countries who don't know sadly much about Polish history, keep repeating lies about my country, doesn't mean that I'm a violent person. It means that I'm profoundly distressed by the way most people outside of Poland allow anti-Polish jokes into play, whenever I mention my heritage. I wanted Rush in Poland so awfully and I didn't know how to communicate my needs to those people, fearing anti-Polish jokes and hate, which makes me technically a woman on the spectrum. So I told inside jokes about my country in front of Rush fanbase, in hopes to bring Rush to Poland. My mistake, I didn't know they don't have sense of humor and thus people started harassing me. The reason why was I joking like that, is because I was traumatized by the amount of trolls who told me so many saddening and aggressive things like "Rush shouldn't play in Poland, because Poland is a Nazi country, you Polish dumb girl". When I "lashed out" and started thinking "hmm, maybe they would like my jokes about how my country indeed suffered", I was framed as a problem!
They also formed that group, because they used my grievances against men against me (even though I had rights to accuse men of doing something wrong and none of my accusations are false, although I'm not willing to go to the court with this to spare my suffering).
It really traumatized me to this point that I became extremely defensive. I feel like any joke or defense I state, is constantly used against me, even though I fell the victim of trolls, back in 2016-2020 (below here will be the story on how it happened).
I know trolls accuse me of being a malicious stalker for no other reason but to destroy my reputation, so let me clarify this.
I do admit there was a moment, when I felt upset by the fact Rush had a history of bullying The Runaways - all-female rock band from 70s and I called Rush out on it, because The Runaways members could have ended up paralysed or even dead, if the harassment against them was unchecked - not my words, Cherie Currie's words, I would deny allegations against Rush, if I could, myself: https://stereogum.com/2272128/cherie-currie-explains-how-rush-sabotaged-the-runaways-in-1977-i-couldve-been-paralyzed/news (I'm refuting the bizarre accusations that it was me stalking Rush, as clearly the sources say they were "stalking" The Runaways, but I hope that was musical miscommuncation), I met Neil Peart's sister - Nancy on Facebook, accidentally - SHE SHOWED UP ON MY FEED, while defending Rush's actions. It all happened realtime, not on DMs, like misconceptions say. It wasn't harassment either, I tried to ask her about whether "Rush members are nice to their female fans" and "why didn't they perform in Poland". When she didn't want to answer (her right, but I don't like having so many questions unanswered) -- she answered me with something in the style of "stop believing in gossip" and "good for Geddy he didn't want to perform in that antisemitic country", I - traumatized by the trolls who sabotaged my Polish Facebook Rush fanclub, started cracking self-effacing jokes about Poland and Polish people's suffering in the style of a Polish Internet troll - Testoviron -- I had many anti-Polish trolls doing that before me, so I felt like I was doing it in self-defense. It wasn't harassment, it was a symptom of my typical alexithymia, I couldn't tell people properly that I don't like being told that "Poland deserved no Rush concert here, because Poland is a Nazi country" and that "The Runaways blew the Rush's harassment against them out of proportion", as we know a lot of men absurdly hate women to the point of harassment.
The reason why I brought up The Runaways in the conversations is because women in rock and metal music were way too much marginalized there. I had bad experiences with trying to find a band, in order to be demeaned and degraded by male rock musicians, whom I picked up myself. Male rock musicians have a bad habit of erasing women in music and that particularly traumatized me, when I was a teenager. This is well documented here: https://soundcloud.com/olga-nesterowicz/deep-purple-child-in-time-cover-1
But this isn't the reason why am I hated:
I'm targeted for political reasons, because I am a gender-critical feminist who refuses to coddle the violent men who target women,, because I warned people against the misuse of artificial intelligence (that includes voice cloning, deepfakes etc. - WARNING, THIS IS PROBABLY THE MAJOR REASON, WHY THEY GANGED UP ON ME), because I declared myself as an atheist-agnostic who is deeply critical towards religions that spread anti-female disinformation through their holy books, because I believe both Israel and Palestine should get along and form a two state solution, because I said that Poland should at least have some sympathy, because Poles were the victims of World War II as well, not only to be criticized as a "Nazi-collaborating country", because Poland seldom had anything to say, as Poles were invaded and some Poles did collaborate, because of what would be called "Stockholm Syndrome", nowadays. But does anybody realize how many Poles were killed by Nazi Germans? Does anybody realize how many Poles were threatened to be killed for saving Jewish lives?
They also used my hobbies like being into progressive rock, especially bands like Rush and my self-defeating sense of humor, when I was confronted with anti-Polish jokes (and sometimes anti-female jokes) against me.
They also used the fact I was trying to talk to people on DMs and e.g. asking for help or calling out people for their behavior, while in Poland, considered a part of normal conversation, is in the West considered "harassment and stalking" I don't know why, people are permanently glued to the Internet and are afraid of everyday conversations! What's wrong with the society, now? I used DMs, because I wanted to know something about music industry, about life, about unwritten rules, I wanted to talk to someone, I wanted to boast about my knowledge of English for a Polish citizen etc. I didn't mean anything wrong, until someone pointed out my ethnicity or flaws. So I felt quite defensive.
They used against me the fact that I was very desperate to bring Rush to Poland, so I thought it would be a good idea to contact Rush members, again, not knowing they have their management to do their job of talking with Rush fans. Thus they framed me as a stalker, which I'm not.
They even used my apparent resemblance to Geddy Lee (knowing he was told he looks and sounds like a woman, this isn't much insult to me) against me - I frequently wondered, if I'm not related to him, as my family came from similar voivodeships, but that isn't stalking, you are right I should take the DNA test, but I won't, due to privacy concerns.
They mock my family's intergenerational trauma. My maternal grandfather Jan Nesterowicz was a survivor of Volhynian massacre, my maternal grandmother Mira Kucińska (later Nesterowicz) survived German aggression against Poland, my maternal great-grandfather Jan Kuciński survived both German and Soviet purges, and I heard from my family that my paternal great-grandfather Władysław Garula fought against German Nazis in 1939 (my paternal family is rather estranged, because of my mother's conflicts with them there, so I prefer not speaking about it). But to be honest, not so surprising, as Poland is merely dehumanized as an "Axis, collaborator country", our victimhood isn't acknowledged at all! I wrote about it on my blogspot, you can find it, if you have a long attention span:
https://olganesterowicz.blogspot.com/
So, I'm not saying it to sow hatred against nations that occupied Poland back then, I'm saying it, to teach people some empathy. I urge people to stop provoking me by saying e.g. "Silesia belongs to Germany" or "Przemyśl to Ukraine" or that "Russia should invade Poland" or "Israel should get reparations from Poland", because it doesn't work that way, I might end up being defensive.
They are mocking me for having close relationship with my parents, who were good to me, raised me properly and gave me education (at the formal school). They operate within the framework that women in their 20s are supposed to leave their parents. Yet they act like they are unaware of the pervasive human trafficking going on in this cruel world. My parents aren't ideal, sometimes are conservative, but at the same time, media pushing around towards making women feel ashamed of their parents is the typical manipulation scheme they use, so that they could easily traffick us, women. Whatever I said about what they are using against me, is a joke and social experiment meant to expose the fact that traffickers want to isolate targets from their famillies to make them compliant.
I was repeatedly harassed by the trolls back in 2016 until 2019 for sharing with other people my ultimate dream: TO SEE RUSH IN POLAND LIVE!
They hurled polonophobic insults (available in one of the screenshots), dismissed my actions to bring Rush to Poland, sent p0rnbots and hecklers after my own formed in 2016 Polish Rush fangroup. Because of such actions, I was forced to deactivate my original Facebook account (I wonder, if I should get the reparations for it, because the damage is actually very huge).
Here is the devastated Polish Rush fangroup that trolls successfully and maliciously destroyed - why did they do that? They wanted to maintain the narrative that Poland is an evil, antisemitic, Axis country, and even as a TEENAGER, I was stalked with the intentional destruction of my group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/329862210684733 - it's name is "Rush - a fan community from Poland", way before "Rush come to Poland - Chcemy koncertu zespołu Rush w Polsce".
They operate within the framework: "every single Polish person is the antisemite, Jew-killer and vicious, racist nationalist" - even though we were victims of occupiers, "every single radical feminist is a man-hater" - we are not, we hate rapists, traffickers, murderers and women-haters among them, every single fan of a musical group is a potential murderer of their own idols - I wouldn't even dare to do it, but I see some bad actors wanting to frame me for this, because I'm a Polish patriot and a radical feminist, who is defending my own values and my own interests.
Idiocracy! I constantly see that since the turbulent 2020 events, IQ and EQ are constantly lowering in this society.
They don't even read books, like I do! But to be honest, I noticed how some of them want to do anything to traffick women. So they have their tools, AI, deepfakes, doxxing etc. Those modern times are incredibly dangerous, as I keep noticing.
Else they wouldn't form a hate group against my very name and last name.
So, they will continue using anti-Polish, anti-Slavic, anti-female, anti-defense, anti-feminist, anti-JK Rowling, anti-common sense, but pro-slavery, pro-trafficking, pro-crime, pro-rape, pro-westsplaining, pro-patriarchy tropes against me.
I can describe their methods of working, in the name of trying to destroy my reputation;
How some Rush fans and overall folks who hate me operate;
Methods used by them:
- Provoke me with phrases like "Poland doesn't deserve a Rush concert", discriminate me on basis of my ethnicity, use some malicious actors to do your dirty job;
- I get sad about it and I call out people like this;
- I get framed as a problem;
- Haters invent false accusations against me, so I no longer speak out;
- They cut me off from rights to defend myself verbally;
- They invite some stooges again that are nice to me, but do their dirty job;
- Their main accusation: OLGA CRASHES DMS (because I want to talk or to defend myself from heinous rumors)
- They keep saying triggering stuff that insults my intelligence, whether "Poland is the worst country" or "female fans don't exist";
- I again defend myself;
- I offer peace;
- It doesn't work, because those abusers know better who I am;
They are keeping me in this loop.
According to my empirical research, I found out that many Western people seem to have felt some kind of a sadistic pleasure, when they discover that Polish people suffered during the history (not saying all of them do have this pleasure, but significant amount of people). They would say that "Poles deserved it for discriminating against minorities", but the truth is that very often Poles were attacked, while unprovoked, which is much more scary, than one would realize. Most of them, wouldn't even care about jokes targeted at Polish people, no matter how explicit they are.
The same mechanism goes with targeting women, as I found out. For the same reason criminals have such ease in targeting women and children!
The worst thing is that people who target me and call me worst names aren't average people, they are people with profound influences, who have connections with famous people, who are claimed to be "respectable people" among their communities, yet they gang up against one woman, whom they want to deny the rights to defend herself against heinous rumours against me, stemmed from the fact I was bullied on the Internet.
They are recruiting other people to smear my reputation and I can see it right now.
I cannot count how many times I'm accused of blood libel, fake statements that I "threatened to harm Rush members", simply because they want to use me as a "psychofan stalker" trope - all because I WANTED RUSH IN POLAND, AS GIGGING MUSICIANS!
I only claimed that I will "outplay musically" Geddy Lee, Alex Lifeson, if they keep being "lazy". I also said that if Rush's music is public domain, as I assumed it to be, then people like me, could musically "replace" them, as their music might be no longer valid, the same way Kiss's music is full of avatars and it's for free, almost - I jokingly thought so, as musicians have exhausting court cases for e.g. sounding similar to Marvin Gaye, while AI can FREELY STEAL MUSIC, without consequences! Nothing malicious, I have this sense of humor and I told some folks who were laughing at me, harassing me that I will call the admins of FB groups, or under the influence of emotions, when they appeared to blackmail me, I claimed that I want to call the police, which I'm not thinking about, anymore, because I calmed down.
But the problem with Rush I actually had is that it was overrun by scam accounts pretending to be Geddy Lee or Alex Lifeson.
I had interactions with one account, might've been fake, might've been real, this account told me, before Geddy Lee released "My Effin' Life" book that
"Poles harmed his family", but then, as a real scammer account, demanded from me to pay either 100$ or 200$.
And that scammer account suspiciously opened "geddyimages" Instagram account, and I thought this was a hacker. But it might be a coincidence, as some guy managing Geddy Lee's account, responded to me, transparently.
I craved Rush concert in Poland and back then, I didn't know (those were lockdowns) that you should contact their managers and their crew.
But as I was diving further into fanbase, I discovered there is more misogyny, polonophobia and scam and I expect them to do something useful about this problem. Instead of ridiculing me, I expected the Rush fans, to see what was the problem.
The haters used this against me, my worries about Instagram accounts being hacked by someone else!
They used my grievances about it as the reason to boot me from Rush fangroups on Facebook.
Being targeted in this manner is distressing and has a significant impact on my life. It's not just about differing opinions; it's about creating a space specifically designed to harass and diminish an individual and those with similar viewpoints. The harmful effects of such targeted online harassment are well-documented. According to a study by the Pew Research Center, 41% of American adults have experienced online harassment. The study also found that of those who have experienced severe types of harassment, such as physical threats, stalking, or sustained harassment, women, in particular, are more likely to face such challenges online.
The existence of this group goes against Facebook's Community Standards, which explicitly prohibit targeted harassment and bullying. It is essential for Facebook to uphold these standards and protect users from being targeted by such harmful groups. By taking this group down, Facebook would be sending a clear message that it will not tolerate spaces that enable harassment or bullying.
I urge Facebook to take swift and appropriate action to dismantle this group, thus upholding its stated commitment to providing a safe and respectful platform for its users. Support this petition not just for me, but for anyone who has been or could be similarly targeted. Let us stand against online harassment and bullying, and support the creation of safer online spaces for everyone.
Please sign this petition to call on Facebook to take immediate action.
URGE NIAMH KENNEDY, WHO IS PRESUMABLY A GOOD WOMAN TO TAKE DOWN THE HARASSMENT GROUP AGAINST ME!
IF SHE WANTS TO REMAIN A GOOD WOMAN, SHE SHOULD AGREE TO STOP HARASSING ME!
Example of lies against me, because my detractors hated the fact I wanted Rush in Poland, and that was all, other stuff they say about me is typical "We hate Olga's political views about wars, women's rights and patriotism, so we are gonna smear her and ruin her well-being and reputation, because we hate outspoken women like her" :
Example of defamatory statement against me - made by a gatekeeper who wants to deny me rights to enjoy Rush's music on my own rights:
Example of bullying and pro human trafficking remarks:
Example of bullying:
Example of bullying and misogynistic remarks, projection of his fetishes so noticeable in this guy. The fact I was groomed on the Internet, when I was 13 years old, is definitely exploited (fortunately I haven't met that criminal groomer in real life). This is curated cruelty against me. As well as many other women who survived something like this. He sent me unsolicited pics of his genitals, I was profoundly traumatized. The perpetrator was actually one of the Polish Rush fans, deeply connected with the community there. Violence against girls is commonplace I thought it was normal (as every victim does), until Covid lockdowns and 2020 protests... now that we have deepfakes and voice cloning, matters are gonna get worse for women and girls.
Rape threat against me, defamation (I NEVER said I hate Jewish people, I do admit I am NOT a psychopath who thinks Gaza is a paradise) and anti-Polish slander (lead me to years of internalized hatred and self-effacing sense of humor, just like misogynistic remarks did)
Misogynistic remarks:
Projection, he himself abuses animals and probably killed a puppy and a kitten and he rejoices in projecting it onto innocent women like me. Me criticizing Rush fanbase for bullying against my ethnicity (while internalizing self hatred), doesn't mean I am a psycho.
Also, he is really obsessed with my sarcastic jokes. And talks about masturbation more than me, because he doesn't want women to stop coddling their abusers. You know the ugly trope among misogynists that "a virgin woman must have been used by her dad", which in my case is not true at all?! He is a psycho.
Neo-nazi tropes, anti-Polish and misogynistic verbal abuse and projection of his fetishes onto me (I don't even have a bucket, just the toilet, this is a vulgar and inside joke about JK Rowling's views on shared spaces).
Bullying, this time as a "poem".
Lies, slander, just because I harshly criticized Rush bullying The Runaways (or maybe miscommunication, musical differences) - I never intended to do any harm to Rush members, NONE OF THEM (although I feel quite bad about Anika Nilles being the example of how German people can be redeemed for the Holocaust while the victims - Poles not, although I think of her as a good drummer). Even "Witamy Na Śląsku" sock account tells those haters to stop, even if he is against me.
Internalized misogynistic woman makes really awful misogynistic slurs against me. Classic example of a flying monkey. Men will hire women to prove that "they are not misogynistic they just want to ruin the life and prospects of non-comforming women".
https://youtube.com/shorts/Xhq5ixBduy4?is=fB7EbS-qrw4A5iBD
Let me explain this one. I had a Polish Rush fangroup formed in 2016 called "Rush come to Poland" and later "Rush - a fan community from Poland". Back in 2018 (unfortunately they got rid of this evidence, which leaves me with so many question marks), I didn't do anything that would be malicious to Rush fans - I just wanted Rush in Poland. Suddenly my fangroup was flooded, trolled by the couple like this (her husband was more aggressive in this respect, she at first was helpful). And the reason why did they lash out? Nobody in our Rush community, besides a few people had Rush tattoos and it served as a proof that Polish Rush fanclub was inferior, badly organized etc. Later I encountered similar attitudes towards Polish Rush fans in Western Rush fanbases and they triggered me by telling Polish jokes, telling me how Poland is an evil country to likes of Geddy Lee (sowing distrust against Polish people goes well during Russo-Ukrainian war, right?). I must say though, I hope there can be clarifications as I also saw some bad behavior from Polish Rush fangroup members, but it wasn't a reason to generalize the whole Polish population. And back in 2023, when I called them out (I should have said it clearer though, but I was an alexithymic, possibly autistic Polish girl, so I couldn't), before the release of Rush biography, where Geddy Lee and his family stated that they didn't like Poland for prejudices, even when Poland was a victim of Nazi Germany during the WWII (meant that I wouldn't see Rush at all in Poland, if I didn't speak out about the 45, 46, 73 and 80 pages), I received this message, again aiming to tell me that Polish Rush fangroup is inferior that I'm an inferior Polish Rush fan. So sorry, but I was angry about this bullying. And this is how I started thinking that Polish Rush fans are thought of as second class citizens. I don't mean to wage the war against them, they later started blackmailing me. I mean, what do they want from me? They want me to get their VIP tickets? I don't trust people giving me something for free.
Later they sent me lies, slander and blackmail... against my family member. And started threatening me with bureaucratic measures. I really want to know, what did I do wrong, but it seems that I was defending myself against trolling.
I SAID I'M IN PEACE WITH RUSH FANBASE AND I WISH NO BLACKMAIL OR HARASSMENT UPON ME, I JUST WANTED TO SEE THEM IN POLAND AND MANY FOLKS WANTED TO DENY ME THIS DREAM!!!!
Not my fault I tell self-hating jokes in Testoviron style out of sheer trauma of being Polish. Poland was really an occupied country. with harsh history and anybody from abroad denying it is not a good person. I allow jokes, but sometimes it's too much.
Oh my goodness, I truly live rent free in their heads! Like I went quiet, as they wanted - and now they look for the new ways to frame me, provoke me and claim stuff like "Poland is a war criminal country", "Olga represents typical Polish/female/psychotic/narcissistic stupidity" etc. I don't know why do they need to make me angry, just because they found a political target - according to them, I'm supposed to have uniform views and exhibit sheer, non-Slavic positivity. I never said I want to deny anybody else their own views. Well, but there is a thin line between opinion, sense of humor and hateful slander. As a free speech supporter, I know it very well.
Notice how this man keeps using anti-Polish name calling against me.
Don't get me started again, I was doing every single thing in my power to bring Rush to Poland as well as since lockdowns, I noticed uptick of misogyny, so I felt like I had to speak out, give me a break. Not my fault none of you understand my sense of humor and my passion about music. This man is also weirdly and hatefully discriminating against disabled people.
Those detractors keep proving me sadly right, that there is misogyny, scam and polonophobia in my beloved hobby groups.
They also didn't understand my intentions in bringing Rush to Poland, so they keep smearing me.
It's scary how the hobby music group I was supposed to enjoy, started reminiscing me of a destructive cult that doesn't let anybody to have a different opinion, different culture/cultural background and actively harasses me, when they don't like the way I joked - I have dark and sarcastic sense of humor, maybe I should have used the emoticon for this, talked, dreamed about Rush playing a concert in Poland etc.
It's also scary how I didn't see any positive feedback from my complaints about malicious misogynistic trolls there were in a GC women group, instead they accused me of writing off-topic posts (which I used to disable the trolls from entering there, that was a shield). Instead I was met with backlash over my political views and some grievances against evil men who hate women.
That's why I urge Facebook to take down this hate group against me!
It might escalate to false flag attacks, identity theft online and in real life, slander, character assasination, wrecked mental health of mine (or someone else who is a victim of this coordinated harassment), if it goes unchecked! It's depressing!
Useful info:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Context_collapse
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dogpiling_(Internet)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Poe's_law
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anti-Polish_sentiment
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Gender-critical_feminists
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Massacres_of_Poles_committed_by_Nazi_Germany_in_World_War_II
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Massacres_of_Poles_in_World_War_II
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Massacres_of_Poles_in_Volhynia_and_Eastern_Galicia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Massacres_of_Poles_committed_by_the_Soviet_Union_in_World_War_II
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deepfake
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dead_Internet_theory
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fifth-generation_warfare
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Regulation_of_artificial_intelligence
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Violence_against_women
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cult
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cancel_culture
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cringe_culture
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Artificial_intelligence_controversies
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ethics_of_artificial_intelligence
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theories_of_humor#Benign_violation_theory
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The Issue
I'm Olga Izabella Nesterowicz. Some of you might know me by the stage name "Winnie Nest".
I am launching this petition out of a deeply personal experience that has left me feeling targeted, harassed, and unfairly judged. A Facebook group named "Ugh... Olga Nesterowicz is posting again" - https://www.facebook.com/groups/1710372463053849 - has been established specifically to mock and demean me. This isn't just a case of harmless online banter; it's a targeted campaign, seemingly led by an individual named Niamh Kennedy, who is believed to be the same person involved in shutting down Motherless website (and she to be honest did a very good job, if that's true). This group is not only an attack on me personally but also serves to bully women who hold radical feminist views, particularly those who advocate that women have the right to express their dissatisfaction with men based on personal and collective experiences. It was made as a retaliation for the fact I said that this GC FB group consisted of SOME male trolls that hated women and possibly hated JK Rowling, while admittedly I paranoically suspected that someone formed fake accounts of me. And I called out warmongering politicians there.
Also I was accused of making off-topic posts there. I couldn't do anything, I tried to prevent the trolls from entering there and reading politically controversial according to some posts, so forgive me.
She allowed VIOLENT AND FOUL-MOUTHED men who hate JK Rowling and her political views like John C. Heidenreich, Gabriel Biegański and men with aliases "Hieronim Koks" and "Witamy na Śląsku" into that group as well, I don't understand why.
The fact that I made jokes about my country suffering very awful historical abuse in front of people from Western countries who don't know sadly much about Polish history, keep repeating lies about my country, doesn't mean that I'm a violent person. It means that I'm profoundly distressed by the way most people outside of Poland allow anti-Polish jokes into play, whenever I mention my heritage. I wanted Rush in Poland so awfully and I didn't know how to communicate my needs to those people, fearing anti-Polish jokes and hate, which makes me technically a woman on the spectrum. So I told inside jokes about my country in front of Rush fanbase, in hopes to bring Rush to Poland. My mistake, I didn't know they don't have sense of humor and thus people started harassing me. The reason why was I joking like that, is because I was traumatized by the amount of trolls who told me so many saddening and aggressive things like "Rush shouldn't play in Poland, because Poland is a Nazi country, you Polish dumb girl". When I "lashed out" and started thinking "hmm, maybe they would like my jokes about how my country indeed suffered", I was framed as a problem!
They also formed that group, because they used my grievances against men against me (even though I had rights to accuse men of doing something wrong and none of my accusations are false, although I'm not willing to go to the court with this to spare my suffering).
It really traumatized me to this point that I became extremely defensive. I feel like any joke or defense I state, is constantly used against me, even though I fell the victim of trolls, back in 2016-2020 (below here will be the story on how it happened).
I know trolls accuse me of being a malicious stalker for no other reason but to destroy my reputation, so let me clarify this.
I do admit there was a moment, when I felt upset by the fact Rush had a history of bullying The Runaways - all-female rock band from 70s and I called Rush out on it, because The Runaways members could have ended up paralysed or even dead, if the harassment against them was unchecked - not my words, Cherie Currie's words, I would deny allegations against Rush, if I could, myself: https://stereogum.com/2272128/cherie-currie-explains-how-rush-sabotaged-the-runaways-in-1977-i-couldve-been-paralyzed/news (I'm refuting the bizarre accusations that it was me stalking Rush, as clearly the sources say they were "stalking" The Runaways, but I hope that was musical miscommuncation), I met Neil Peart's sister - Nancy on Facebook, accidentally - SHE SHOWED UP ON MY FEED, while defending Rush's actions. It all happened realtime, not on DMs, like misconceptions say. It wasn't harassment either, I tried to ask her about whether "Rush members are nice to their female fans" and "why didn't they perform in Poland". When she didn't want to answer (her right, but I don't like having so many questions unanswered) -- she answered me with something in the style of "stop believing in gossip" and "good for Geddy he didn't want to perform in that antisemitic country", I - traumatized by the trolls who sabotaged my Polish Facebook Rush fanclub, started cracking self-effacing jokes about Poland and Polish people's suffering in the style of a Polish Internet troll - Testoviron -- I had many anti-Polish trolls doing that before me, so I felt like I was doing it in self-defense. It wasn't harassment, it was a symptom of my typical alexithymia, I couldn't tell people properly that I don't like being told that "Poland deserved no Rush concert here, because Poland is a Nazi country" and that "The Runaways blew the Rush's harassment against them out of proportion", as we know a lot of men absurdly hate women to the point of harassment.
The reason why I brought up The Runaways in the conversations is because women in rock and metal music were way too much marginalized there. I had bad experiences with trying to find a band, in order to be demeaned and degraded by male rock musicians, whom I picked up myself. Male rock musicians have a bad habit of erasing women in music and that particularly traumatized me, when I was a teenager. This is well documented here: https://soundcloud.com/olga-nesterowicz/deep-purple-child-in-time-cover-1
But this isn't the reason why am I hated:
I'm targeted for political reasons, because I am a gender-critical feminist who refuses to coddle the violent men who target women,, because I warned people against the misuse of artificial intelligence (that includes voice cloning, deepfakes etc. - WARNING, THIS IS PROBABLY THE MAJOR REASON, WHY THEY GANGED UP ON ME), because I declared myself as an atheist-agnostic who is deeply critical towards religions that spread anti-female disinformation through their holy books, because I believe both Israel and Palestine should get along and form a two state solution, because I said that Poland should at least have some sympathy, because Poles were the victims of World War II as well, not only to be criticized as a "Nazi-collaborating country", because Poland seldom had anything to say, as Poles were invaded and some Poles did collaborate, because of what would be called "Stockholm Syndrome", nowadays. But does anybody realize how many Poles were killed by Nazi Germans? Does anybody realize how many Poles were threatened to be killed for saving Jewish lives?
They also used my hobbies like being into progressive rock, especially bands like Rush and my self-defeating sense of humor, when I was confronted with anti-Polish jokes (and sometimes anti-female jokes) against me.
They also used the fact I was trying to talk to people on DMs and e.g. asking for help or calling out people for their behavior, while in Poland, considered a part of normal conversation, is in the West considered "harassment and stalking" I don't know why, people are permanently glued to the Internet and are afraid of everyday conversations! What's wrong with the society, now? I used DMs, because I wanted to know something about music industry, about life, about unwritten rules, I wanted to talk to someone, I wanted to boast about my knowledge of English for a Polish citizen etc. I didn't mean anything wrong, until someone pointed out my ethnicity or flaws. So I felt quite defensive.
They used against me the fact that I was very desperate to bring Rush to Poland, so I thought it would be a good idea to contact Rush members, again, not knowing they have their management to do their job of talking with Rush fans. Thus they framed me as a stalker, which I'm not.
They even used my apparent resemblance to Geddy Lee (knowing he was told he looks and sounds like a woman, this isn't much insult to me) against me - I frequently wondered, if I'm not related to him, as my family came from similar voivodeships, but that isn't stalking, you are right I should take the DNA test, but I won't, due to privacy concerns.
They mock my family's intergenerational trauma. My maternal grandfather Jan Nesterowicz was a survivor of Volhynian massacre, my maternal grandmother Mira Kucińska (later Nesterowicz) survived German aggression against Poland, my maternal great-grandfather Jan Kuciński survived both German and Soviet purges, and I heard from my family that my paternal great-grandfather Władysław Garula fought against German Nazis in 1939 (my paternal family is rather estranged, because of my mother's conflicts with them there, so I prefer not speaking about it). But to be honest, not so surprising, as Poland is merely dehumanized as an "Axis, collaborator country", our victimhood isn't acknowledged at all! I wrote about it on my blogspot, you can find it, if you have a long attention span:
https://olganesterowicz.blogspot.com/
So, I'm not saying it to sow hatred against nations that occupied Poland back then, I'm saying it, to teach people some empathy. I urge people to stop provoking me by saying e.g. "Silesia belongs to Germany" or "Przemyśl to Ukraine" or that "Russia should invade Poland" or "Israel should get reparations from Poland", because it doesn't work that way, I might end up being defensive.
They are mocking me for having close relationship with my parents, who were good to me, raised me properly and gave me education (at the formal school). They operate within the framework that women in their 20s are supposed to leave their parents. Yet they act like they are unaware of the pervasive human trafficking going on in this cruel world. My parents aren't ideal, sometimes are conservative, but at the same time, media pushing around towards making women feel ashamed of their parents is the typical manipulation scheme they use, so that they could easily traffick us, women. Whatever I said about what they are using against me, is a joke and social experiment meant to expose the fact that traffickers want to isolate targets from their famillies to make them compliant.
I was repeatedly harassed by the trolls back in 2016 until 2019 for sharing with other people my ultimate dream: TO SEE RUSH IN POLAND LIVE!
They hurled polonophobic insults (available in one of the screenshots), dismissed my actions to bring Rush to Poland, sent p0rnbots and hecklers after my own formed in 2016 Polish Rush fangroup. Because of such actions, I was forced to deactivate my original Facebook account (I wonder, if I should get the reparations for it, because the damage is actually very huge).
Here is the devastated Polish Rush fangroup that trolls successfully and maliciously destroyed - why did they do that? They wanted to maintain the narrative that Poland is an evil, antisemitic, Axis country, and even as a TEENAGER, I was stalked with the intentional destruction of my group: https://www.facebook.com/groups/329862210684733 - it's name is "Rush - a fan community from Poland", way before "Rush come to Poland - Chcemy koncertu zespołu Rush w Polsce".
They operate within the framework: "every single Polish person is the antisemite, Jew-killer and vicious, racist nationalist" - even though we were victims of occupiers, "every single radical feminist is a man-hater" - we are not, we hate rapists, traffickers, murderers and women-haters among them, every single fan of a musical group is a potential murderer of their own idols - I wouldn't even dare to do it, but I see some bad actors wanting to frame me for this, because I'm a Polish patriot and a radical feminist, who is defending my own values and my own interests.
Idiocracy! I constantly see that since the turbulent 2020 events, IQ and EQ are constantly lowering in this society.
They don't even read books, like I do! But to be honest, I noticed how some of them want to do anything to traffick women. So they have their tools, AI, deepfakes, doxxing etc. Those modern times are incredibly dangerous, as I keep noticing.
Else they wouldn't form a hate group against my very name and last name.
So, they will continue using anti-Polish, anti-Slavic, anti-female, anti-defense, anti-feminist, anti-JK Rowling, anti-common sense, but pro-slavery, pro-trafficking, pro-crime, pro-rape, pro-westsplaining, pro-patriarchy tropes against me.
I can describe their methods of working, in the name of trying to destroy my reputation;
How some Rush fans and overall folks who hate me operate;
Methods used by them:
- Provoke me with phrases like "Poland doesn't deserve a Rush concert", discriminate me on basis of my ethnicity, use some malicious actors to do your dirty job;
- I get sad about it and I call out people like this;
- I get framed as a problem;
- Haters invent false accusations against me, so I no longer speak out;
- They cut me off from rights to defend myself verbally;
- They invite some stooges again that are nice to me, but do their dirty job;
- Their main accusation: OLGA CRASHES DMS (because I want to talk or to defend myself from heinous rumors)
- They keep saying triggering stuff that insults my intelligence, whether "Poland is the worst country" or "female fans don't exist";
- I again defend myself;
- I offer peace;
- It doesn't work, because those abusers know better who I am;
They are keeping me in this loop.
According to my empirical research, I found out that many Western people seem to have felt some kind of a sadistic pleasure, when they discover that Polish people suffered during the history (not saying all of them do have this pleasure, but significant amount of people). They would say that "Poles deserved it for discriminating against minorities", but the truth is that very often Poles were attacked, while unprovoked, which is much more scary, than one would realize. Most of them, wouldn't even care about jokes targeted at Polish people, no matter how explicit they are.
The same mechanism goes with targeting women, as I found out. For the same reason criminals have such ease in targeting women and children!
The worst thing is that people who target me and call me worst names aren't average people, they are people with profound influences, who have connections with famous people, who are claimed to be "respectable people" among their communities, yet they gang up against one woman, whom they want to deny the rights to defend herself against heinous rumours against me, stemmed from the fact I was bullied on the Internet.
They are recruiting other people to smear my reputation and I can see it right now.
I cannot count how many times I'm accused of blood libel, fake statements that I "threatened to harm Rush members", simply because they want to use me as a "psychofan stalker" trope - all because I WANTED RUSH IN POLAND, AS GIGGING MUSICIANS!
I only claimed that I will "outplay musically" Geddy Lee, Alex Lifeson, if they keep being "lazy". I also said that if Rush's music is public domain, as I assumed it to be, then people like me, could musically "replace" them, as their music might be no longer valid, the same way Kiss's music is full of avatars and it's for free, almost - I jokingly thought so, as musicians have exhausting court cases for e.g. sounding similar to Marvin Gaye, while AI can FREELY STEAL MUSIC, without consequences! Nothing malicious, I have this sense of humor and I told some folks who were laughing at me, harassing me that I will call the admins of FB groups, or under the influence of emotions, when they appeared to blackmail me, I claimed that I want to call the police, which I'm not thinking about, anymore, because I calmed down.
But the problem with Rush I actually had is that it was overrun by scam accounts pretending to be Geddy Lee or Alex Lifeson.
I had interactions with one account, might've been fake, might've been real, this account told me, before Geddy Lee released "My Effin' Life" book that
"Poles harmed his family", but then, as a real scammer account, demanded from me to pay either 100$ or 200$.
And that scammer account suspiciously opened "geddyimages" Instagram account, and I thought this was a hacker. But it might be a coincidence, as some guy managing Geddy Lee's account, responded to me, transparently.
I craved Rush concert in Poland and back then, I didn't know (those were lockdowns) that you should contact their managers and their crew.
But as I was diving further into fanbase, I discovered there is more misogyny, polonophobia and scam and I expect them to do something useful about this problem. Instead of ridiculing me, I expected the Rush fans, to see what was the problem.
The haters used this against me, my worries about Instagram accounts being hacked by someone else!
They used my grievances about it as the reason to boot me from Rush fangroups on Facebook.
Being targeted in this manner is distressing and has a significant impact on my life. It's not just about differing opinions; it's about creating a space specifically designed to harass and diminish an individual and those with similar viewpoints. The harmful effects of such targeted online harassment are well-documented. According to a study by the Pew Research Center, 41% of American adults have experienced online harassment. The study also found that of those who have experienced severe types of harassment, such as physical threats, stalking, or sustained harassment, women, in particular, are more likely to face such challenges online.
The existence of this group goes against Facebook's Community Standards, which explicitly prohibit targeted harassment and bullying. It is essential for Facebook to uphold these standards and protect users from being targeted by such harmful groups. By taking this group down, Facebook would be sending a clear message that it will not tolerate spaces that enable harassment or bullying.
I urge Facebook to take swift and appropriate action to dismantle this group, thus upholding its stated commitment to providing a safe and respectful platform for its users. Support this petition not just for me, but for anyone who has been or could be similarly targeted. Let us stand against online harassment and bullying, and support the creation of safer online spaces for everyone.
Please sign this petition to call on Facebook to take immediate action.
URGE NIAMH KENNEDY, WHO IS PRESUMABLY A GOOD WOMAN TO TAKE DOWN THE HARASSMENT GROUP AGAINST ME!
IF SHE WANTS TO REMAIN A GOOD WOMAN, SHE SHOULD AGREE TO STOP HARASSING ME!
Example of lies against me, because my detractors hated the fact I wanted Rush in Poland, and that was all, other stuff they say about me is typical "We hate Olga's political views about wars, women's rights and patriotism, so we are gonna smear her and ruin her well-being and reputation, because we hate outspoken women like her" :
Example of defamatory statement against me - made by a gatekeeper who wants to deny me rights to enjoy Rush's music on my own rights:
Example of bullying and pro human trafficking remarks:
Example of bullying:
Example of bullying and misogynistic remarks, projection of his fetishes so noticeable in this guy. The fact I was groomed on the Internet, when I was 13 years old, is definitely exploited (fortunately I haven't met that criminal groomer in real life). This is curated cruelty against me. As well as many other women who survived something like this. He sent me unsolicited pics of his genitals, I was profoundly traumatized. The perpetrator was actually one of the Polish Rush fans, deeply connected with the community there. Violence against girls is commonplace I thought it was normal (as every victim does), until Covid lockdowns and 2020 protests... now that we have deepfakes and voice cloning, matters are gonna get worse for women and girls.
Rape threat against me, defamation (I NEVER said I hate Jewish people, I do admit I am NOT a psychopath who thinks Gaza is a paradise) and anti-Polish slander (lead me to years of internalized hatred and self-effacing sense of humor, just like misogynistic remarks did)
Misogynistic remarks:
Projection, he himself abuses animals and probably killed a puppy and a kitten and he rejoices in projecting it onto innocent women like me. Me criticizing Rush fanbase for bullying against my ethnicity (while internalizing self hatred), doesn't mean I am a psycho.
Also, he is really obsessed with my sarcastic jokes. And talks about masturbation more than me, because he doesn't want women to stop coddling their abusers. You know the ugly trope among misogynists that "a virgin woman must have been used by her dad", which in my case is not true at all?! He is a psycho.
Neo-nazi tropes, anti-Polish and misogynistic verbal abuse and projection of his fetishes onto me (I don't even have a bucket, just the toilet, this is a vulgar and inside joke about JK Rowling's views on shared spaces).
Bullying, this time as a "poem".
Lies, slander, just because I harshly criticized Rush bullying The Runaways (or maybe miscommunication, musical differences) - I never intended to do any harm to Rush members, NONE OF THEM (although I feel quite bad about Anika Nilles being the example of how German people can be redeemed for the Holocaust while the victims - Poles not, although I think of her as a good drummer). Even "Witamy Na Śląsku" sock account tells those haters to stop, even if he is against me.
Internalized misogynistic woman makes really awful misogynistic slurs against me. Classic example of a flying monkey. Men will hire women to prove that "they are not misogynistic they just want to ruin the life and prospects of non-comforming women".
https://youtube.com/shorts/Xhq5ixBduy4?is=fB7EbS-qrw4A5iBD
Let me explain this one. I had a Polish Rush fangroup formed in 2016 called "Rush come to Poland" and later "Rush - a fan community from Poland". Back in 2018 (unfortunately they got rid of this evidence, which leaves me with so many question marks), I didn't do anything that would be malicious to Rush fans - I just wanted Rush in Poland. Suddenly my fangroup was flooded, trolled by the couple like this (her husband was more aggressive in this respect, she at first was helpful). And the reason why did they lash out? Nobody in our Rush community, besides a few people had Rush tattoos and it served as a proof that Polish Rush fanclub was inferior, badly organized etc. Later I encountered similar attitudes towards Polish Rush fans in Western Rush fanbases and they triggered me by telling Polish jokes, telling me how Poland is an evil country to likes of Geddy Lee (sowing distrust against Polish people goes well during Russo-Ukrainian war, right?). I must say though, I hope there can be clarifications as I also saw some bad behavior from Polish Rush fangroup members, but it wasn't a reason to generalize the whole Polish population. And back in 2023, when I called them out (I should have said it clearer though, but I was an alexithymic, possibly autistic Polish girl, so I couldn't), before the release of Rush biography, where Geddy Lee and his family stated that they didn't like Poland for prejudices, even when Poland was a victim of Nazi Germany during the WWII (meant that I wouldn't see Rush at all in Poland, if I didn't speak out about the 45, 46, 73 and 80 pages), I received this message, again aiming to tell me that Polish Rush fangroup is inferior that I'm an inferior Polish Rush fan. So sorry, but I was angry about this bullying. And this is how I started thinking that Polish Rush fans are thought of as second class citizens. I don't mean to wage the war against them, they later started blackmailing me. I mean, what do they want from me? They want me to get their VIP tickets? I don't trust people giving me something for free.
Later they sent me lies, slander and blackmail... against my family member. And started threatening me with bureaucratic measures. I really want to know, what did I do wrong, but it seems that I was defending myself against trolling.
I SAID I'M IN PEACE WITH RUSH FANBASE AND I WISH NO BLACKMAIL OR HARASSMENT UPON ME, I JUST WANTED TO SEE THEM IN POLAND AND MANY FOLKS WANTED TO DENY ME THIS DREAM!!!!
Not my fault I tell self-hating jokes in Testoviron style out of sheer trauma of being Polish. Poland was really an occupied country. with harsh history and anybody from abroad denying it is not a good person. I allow jokes, but sometimes it's too much.
Oh my goodness, I truly live rent free in their heads! Like I went quiet, as they wanted - and now they look for the new ways to frame me, provoke me and claim stuff like "Poland is a war criminal country", "Olga represents typical Polish/female/psychotic/narcissistic stupidity" etc. I don't know why do they need to make me angry, just because they found a political target - according to them, I'm supposed to have uniform views and exhibit sheer, non-Slavic positivity. I never said I want to deny anybody else their own views. Well, but there is a thin line between opinion, sense of humor and hateful slander. As a free speech supporter, I know it very well.
Notice how this man keeps using anti-Polish name calling against me.
Don't get me started again, I was doing every single thing in my power to bring Rush to Poland as well as since lockdowns, I noticed uptick of misogyny, so I felt like I had to speak out, give me a break. Not my fault none of you understand my sense of humor and my passion about music. This man is also weirdly and hatefully discriminating against disabled people.
Those detractors keep proving me sadly right, that there is misogyny, scam and polonophobia in my beloved hobby groups.
They also didn't understand my intentions in bringing Rush to Poland, so they keep smearing me.
It's scary how the hobby music group I was supposed to enjoy, started reminiscing me of a destructive cult that doesn't let anybody to have a different opinion, different culture/cultural background and actively harasses me, when they don't like the way I joked - I have dark and sarcastic sense of humor, maybe I should have used the emoticon for this, talked, dreamed about Rush playing a concert in Poland etc.
It's also scary how I didn't see any positive feedback from my complaints about malicious misogynistic trolls there were in a GC women group, instead they accused me of writing off-topic posts (which I used to disable the trolls from entering there, that was a shield). Instead I was met with backlash over my political views and some grievances against evil men who hate women.
That's why I urge Facebook to take down this hate group against me!
It might escalate to false flag attacks, identity theft online and in real life, slander, character assasination, wrecked mental health of mine (or someone else who is a victim of this coordinated harassment), if it goes unchecked! It's depressing!
Useful info:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Context_collapse
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dogpiling_(Internet)
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Poe's_law
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anti-Polish_sentiment
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Gender-critical_feminists
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Massacres_of_Poles_committed_by_Nazi_Germany_in_World_War_II
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Massacres_of_Poles_in_World_War_II
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Massacres_of_Poles_in_Volhynia_and_Eastern_Galicia
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Category:Massacres_of_Poles_committed_by_the_Soviet_Union_in_World_War_II
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Deepfake
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dead_Internet_theory
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fifth-generation_warfare
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Regulation_of_artificial_intelligence
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Violence_against_women
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cult
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cancel_culture
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cringe_culture
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Artificial_intelligence_controversies
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ethics_of_artificial_intelligence
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Theories_of_humor#Benign_violation_theory
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