I don't know what to say but here's what I wrote one day

 

"Sitting in my bathroom again"

Of course it's 3 am

Or it was

Been up late

Been smoking

Drinking

Quoting

Various lines and details

Remembering

The smallest things

The smallest creatures of the world

Everyone seems to ignore 

While your so caught up on who's running the world

Have you even noticed 

Whats really happening 

What your really doing

To yourselves 

To us

To them

Have you even noticed

The birds missing from the trees

The bees missing from the flowers

The grass isn't as green as it used to be

We are not as kind as we're said to be

While your digging in your pocket

For that platinum card

Someone's digging through the trash

Because times are just that hard

Now I'm not here to judge you

With your fur hats and coats

And fancy keychains and nicknames

Boats, cars, planes you are what you are

But are you what you want to be?

When you wake and look in the mirror 

Do you see who you want to see

I dunno it just might be me

Who feels a little off

These days

I'm struggling with my memory and speech 

Sometimes I stutter when I go to speak

Maybe I'm afraid of what I have to say

But mostly my mind just goes blank

Like whatever I have to say just stays at bay

And I involuntary say I'm okay

When I'm not

I'm not okay with any of this

All of it is wrong 

Twisted and backwards

Bent and broke up

Everyone's killing themselves trying to survive 

And no one's noticing how fragile 

And frail and broken and tired the environment is

Can you not see it's dying?

Every year

It rapidly changes

Millions hell trillions of animals die every day 

And over half at the hand of man.

I just wanna know what you see 

When you look deep in your heart 

When you cross eyes in the mirror of your car

Do even understand 

Do even see

Look around

Its so annoyingly obvious 

How clearly I can see

The plants the trees

The birds and the bee's 

I feel like it's just me 

Who appreciates the crickets

And the squirrels

But I know there's people out there

Trying even harder then me 

To be all that they can be

To see all that they can see

To save and preserve 

They're doing everything they can but it's not enough 

It's time to actually step up

To actually change

To actually stop 

Is this really how you want it to be?

Did you know that one year globule warming was so bad that the water coming from the ice could fill 7 Olympic pools every second?

Or do you not see how bad it really is.

Your so blind it sickens me.

But go build your city's and your big factories

The thing is no one is going to stop you 

Only you

There's No one's going to stop them

Only us.🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️🤷‍♀️

 

I don't know how to start this or how to say it.. I'm just a kid in a world way to big but I just want change, I just desperately want change like such a big change it may be unrealistic but I feel like I'm spinning in circles trying to figure out what to do. I don't have a plan I just have a will, and I guess if there's a will theres a way. Hopefully.

 

 

- Katie noel.