As I lay here with my kids, I just think about how hard it must be for them to not have their dad in their lives because it is just killing me. Knowing the man he once was and seeing the change that drugs have made in him is like seeing the devil right in front of you. The things that used to be so important to him do not matter anymore. The life he promised us is none existent. We would give everything we have material to save his life yet he doesn't want to save his own life. It is so hard to watch. I pray that no one ever has to go through the pain of watching someone they love be addicted. It is one of the worst tragedies of life. Please pray for all the families of addicts and for freedom for the addicts this christmas. Thank you and may GOD bless you all.