Hello all. Passing by to wish you all happy new year. And to give you an update. On CTR reports are out. Great recommendations. But more importantly is the consultant psychiatrist we had. It was a great shoke actually. I was incredibly amazed at NHSE CTR team. They told me they would try find the best and the best they did, only I was not expecting The best pschiatrist in the country. A very high profile young psychiatrist Dr Salim Razak. He was the dr on the radio 4 on file homes not hospitals. Stephen story was going on it but due to a bigger family on it was not possible. Interview was done and at last minute they Bbc Chose this family. Anyway. Imagine my surprise, See Dr Salim volunteers on my friend Ms Jayne knight website the Youknow By the way any volunteers with knowledgeable information as in mental health. Housing. Lawyers doctors High profile people that can help please join the website and help with questions and anything parents advocates may need , thank you. He helps parents like me. We did not know it was him so myself and Jayne were thrilled to see him coming through those doors, he had just been to see Stephen on his hospital ward. Dr Salim and I and Jayne had a very useful and lengthy conversation about the amount of drugs Ste is on, He was apauled, he told me I was right about the amount, I said I know it's not as big as St. Andrews but none the less it's madness ,He then at the table with everyone there present said he actually disagreed with me, in quantity is less but the amount of different drugs Ste is on makes up for far more. If we go by the quantity it's very very slightly less, but going by the amount of how many different ones then it's not much difference. He is very much against the systematic abuse of antipsychotic meds this dudes are given. And given that these drugs don't do any good, then more upset it makes parents and drs alike . He agrees that if you as a psychiatrist going to do a drug trial on a young person then try one at a time for a few weeks to see if it works, not by using a cocktail of them. He also agreed with me the side effects Is horrendous, see Stephen has to have a blood test every month, he's blood goes very thin and week, so in order to get his blood to work so he has more red cels they have to give Ste more drugs to help with that, now it's ludicrous that you give drugs to stop other drugs to harm your blood system. It really gets to you, and makes me so infuriated, what the hell is that ? It's a bloody vicious circle when it comes to the 2;500 dudes in mental institutions, they are all on this harmful drugs. Now the synic in me wonders, what is in it for them the psychiatrists at this hell hole places? Why they 1 insist the dudes stay in, 2 they drug them like they are lab rats, now I can only through my synisism think of two things. 1 pharmaceutical companies give this so called assessment treatment units those drugs to push for sales and again use my son and others as trial lab rats, 2 Or as I have said all along, they drug them so they the dudes can't be much useful as they are most of the time so catatonic and so drugged up they need to stay there, that is the only way this drs can show the courts , and Judicial reviews that young dude J , or dude M can't leave the hospital because he is to unwel, and so we the drs have their lives in our hands, and we decide when time is right, until then NHSE pay up, let us use this young dudes as cash machines, milking cows to us, thank you very much NHSE due to you and you great tax payer of this country I can go about town on my BMW top of the range car or a lovely Range Rover discovery to go out on our country lanes, so ladies and gentlemen of the public we thank you very much. Please keep sending us your dudes and dudets as we, got used to this amazing life style and if not I can't afford those beautiful expensive cars and not to mention my lovely Rolex on my writs. You tax payer are f..... fabulous thank you kindly. Well guess what drs we are coming for you 2017 we will break your bank accounts we the autism warrior parents the 7daysofaction are coming to get your arse sirs , Thank you. Anyway soon I will let you know a bit more about the reports of CTR and recommendations. There's good and not so good. I am not very impressed to be honest, but hey I won't stop until I get my son out. And please god alive. Bellow is photos I took of Ste and his little brother on Boxing Day. It was very emotional. Ste cried when he saw joshy and kept kissing joshy head. He kept saying joshy baby. You see when Ste lived home joshy was a baby. I guess Ste sees his bother as that baby. We were allowed to go in, not like a year ago at Christmas where Ste had to see his brother through a metal gate. But you know why we got this this year? One I have been a pain on their backs they want me to go way,well no I won't. And the other was that despite such a shit place. There's very good and decent people who work there, by the grace of god there's good people who care who works for peanuts under such hard difficult situations, people who are not there for money. People who are there because they care about the dudes. I see it. I see this great young people who work there, they are beautiful hearted people, and I am so grateful for their kindness they show my son. God bless them. Thank you all.