As if it is not enough that the police completely failed me as the true victim of this insidious psychological abuse, new information came to light in December 2020 which would help confirm everything I told the police for 3 years, CPS are refusing to give this information to my solicitor, which means my barrister now has to step in and decide where we go from here. 

So not only am I now fighting the police and their complete incompetence in recognizing who the real victim is I'm now having to fight CPS to give me the information to confirm how incompetent the police were. 

I still cant talk openly about all that has happened and why I am in the situation I am in yet, because of the forthcoming court case but every day I'm made to keep quiet does not help me or my recovery from CPTSD.