I'm too nervous

Hey y'all! I'm always thinking that they will reject this compromise. I'm too nervous to contact the decision maker because of this. Imagine going everyday with thoughts of nervousness of easily contacting the decision maker and then them rejecting it? Yeah that's me. I feel like I'm not getting any type of support from you guys like emotionally. I truly apologize for my comparison update about the speed of action with another petition. 

Anyways, here's a link on the article about Nobel's gates more than a decade ago. Hopefully it will make you happier. To be honest, it made me wish that I was born sooner: 

https://www.latimes.com/archives/la-xpm-2006-jun-08-me-nobel8-story.html