My birthday was on 9/14, I am truly blessed to have live the life that I have lived despite, my adversities and along the way I’ve never given up. Most importantly I didn’t lose myself in what I had experienced. I used each lesson as an opportunity to learn. I asked myself questions? Is this for me or not? Even then my answers would be wrong. Why? Because there was a lesson that I needed to hear, see, touch, and smell before I gained clarity. Each hard lesson became softened because I became aware of the God within me. God cannot be reach through religion he can only be reached if you believe in the universal life force that is within you and in that place God dwells. I am spiritual being who had to read all religions, which I have great respect for. However, I had to understand where

God was and who God is and I only arrived at ME. 

If you are aware then there is no reason to doubt. When you quiet out the noise in your own head and your own lives the inner voice can connect to your subconscious mind to help you in your conscious reality. It is most important to learned to make decisions that is for you, it is important to not allow confusion in so, you don’t be easily persuaded by others opinions. It doesn’t mean you wouldn’t take it into consideration because every interaction has a message for you that will lead you into the right direction. 
You are not alone. If you are struggling right now with mental health or addiction.

Here’s my story: I’ve struggled with anxiety and seasonal depression for years. I’ve struggled with reactive attachment due to abandonment issues. I’ve suffered with overthinking, self-doubt, and suicide over the years. This a repost from my IG ACCOUNT
I’ve struggled with relationships due to mistrust.
I’ve struggled with setting appropriate boundaries.
I’ve suffered financial hardship, and alcohol abuse. No, one is exempted from any hardships or challenges. I was just determined to beat the odds and not be defeated by the challenges that was placed in front of me. Mental health is a label that is very real it’s a disease that is ignored because it’s invisible to the naked eye, as it wears a mask of pain and deceit. Your pain is your pain but it doesn’t have to be your truth. On my spiritual journey, I’ve found out that my ancestors was attacking me and through past life regression work that I did on myself over the last year, using Dr. Brain Weiss books it really can put you in a hypnotic state if you’re open to it. (I am a professional psychotherapist, please seek therapy. please do not attempt to do it yourself without supervision or spiritual guidance). I CAME to the conclusion that if I didn’t manage my childhood wounds and my current energy space; my ancestors was going to continue to beat me down physically, mentally and emotionally. I started working on my relationships, values and life purpose and I’ve freed myself from spiritual and mental bondage.  This took years of self-awareness, self-assessing to reach self-empowerment but, also self-realization.

God gives us life challenges not to see us suffer but, to see if the LIGHT WORKERS can go through the same challenges as a human being. He wants to know you are capable of possessing the most powerful WEAPON in our Spiritual arsenal which is Divine LIGHT. God wants to know if you’ll walk in the Ego (darkness) or in Soul Love which is in his divinity.  

I bring no harm to you just healing and love. If you see me say hello. Let’s talk for awhile and I will help you uncover all that you think and believe you needed or was missing. I am a balance of both divine masculine and divine feminine therefore, a balance of both is needed to create within you a Soul Love connection to the life you live and create. As I was about to rest my head. I received a message. No one should pay for your gift it is a gift from God. My service to you will be free. Why trust me? I am a stranger who will listen and share with you the truth. You just have to be ready to hear and receive. I bring peace, love and light.  ALL that I ask is if you have Facebook OR IG CLICK AND FOLLOW ME! Also talk about your experience with me.  Lastly thank you to the beautiful souls that I came across this weekend in Atlantic City New Jersey ......@caffeinegeen @spiked_delights @hii__nii (his best friends) @cgeo68 @caffeinegeen @_beautifulweirdos (I got stoned for my birthday, I loved the smoky quarts And titanium beautiful pieces) @handsomehumbledon My new assistance and nephew for life. And to Ralph Carter from Good-times thank you for putting a smile on face, you are a pure delight. If your birthday is coming up just release all that you no longer want and begin to make small changes in your life even if it is to clean up your space or read a book. Do something that brings you joy! 

Dm@elevateyourspiritualvibrations Facebook @LaShaunTanyaB