For all the people who have inboxed me and spoke with me personally in regards, to their testing stories. I’ve failed the test 6 times, in the last 6 years. I kept saying if I failed, “God, had something better in store for me.” Maybe I should have changed my language or my thinking. It wasn’t until I took it on June 15, 2020, I said, “if I don’t pass this time, I quit.” On July 28, 2020, I quit. I found another way to do what I love and to do it freely. Everyone’s journey will not be the same. Here’s what happened?
Healing can only take place once you’ve surrendered all that is not of him. He can only see you, if you can see yourself and then he’ll invite you to be kissed by the sun, which is where your powers and abundance grow. During this pandemic I was able to listen, hear, see, touch and taste the very essence of my being.
Let me share with you my spiritual journey through the dark night of the soul.
One day I heard a voice within me say, “My child let go of what doesn’t serve you, you must believe that I am all that you need.”
As he pushed me down and broke me down until I finally asked for help.
My question: What do you want me to do? He said: How can I if your Ego is trying to control everything, even me. So, I relinquished All control. He began to bathe me with my sins, he proceeded to slap my sins across my face and then he washed my tears; as I accepted all that was given; debt that wasn’t even mine, I however took responsibility because it was my birthright. He said: Your ancestors will come to you in your sleep, the Matriarch to be precise. She looked at me and said, “The ancestors chose you to be used as a vessel to spread light and love to the World, as they were teachers and healers of life. Our energy and universal light will dwell within you.
He then said: Because you walked through this life in isolation and feeling withdrawn, abused, discriminated against, cast a side, depressed, worthless, and feeling broken, like a failure despite your success, you still didn’t feel like you were enough because of the lies this world told. He said: My child you are enough. It’s been inside of you and I’ve been walking beside you all along. He said: There were moments where you saw me but, you kept running back into the delusion. Even I don’t have the power to help you make decisions, because everyone has free will.
You knew and believed that you were never lonely or alone. You were strong enough to see past the darkness and you refused to believe what wasn’t meant for you. Sorry, my child of universal life, for having you to walk through the ignorance of darkness.
What I loved the most about you child? You never fell for the distractions long enough for it to become an addiction. You didn’t chase greed, you’ve struggled in all aspects of your life and you did so, in silence, you never asked me for anything, all you would say is, “Thank you and I am grateful.”
He continued to say, You’ve never lost faith(confidence and trust) or hope (optimism for the future) you knew both were too valuable to let go of. Without them you would have fallen deeper into the abyss of the matrix.
Sorry, for the injustices and inequalities you’ve endured but, your integrity had to be tested before I could trust you with my abundance. I had to make sure you didn’t serve two masters because only one dwells within you. You were kind to people who thought you were mean because you walked in your Truth. You stood up for what was right. What I loved the most about you is when you started to stand in your own power. What brought you healing was the ones you were healing and helping.
You’ve ignored the darkness, even if relationships were not reciprocated, you were a giver of many. For your loyalty, selflessness and service you will be rewarded.
ME: For days he watched me beg for his forgiveness for all of our transgressions. He whispered: this is not about an ordinary life this is about an extraordinary life.
I don’t know how long it will last but, I am here now so be innovative, creative, be a humanitarian, a philosopher, be intuitive, be an alchemist, be brave, give, show compassion, be kind and always come from a place of love. You have the power to manifest your true life and you now can live in your authenticity. Your journey was written in the Stars, so it was, and now it will be…The planetary guards as blessed me and saved me so, now I am free.
Healing requires the ability to let go of what you thought you did or known to be, let go of all that is no longer severing you and just go with the flow of the divine and begin to heal...it is not about Ego, a career, a job, a test, and it is not about black or white, it is about right and wrong. I learned that even the helpers need love in order to truly heal others. I Am truly awakened!!! I can’t wait to share the how with you guys!
We are all truly blessed. We are powerful beyond measure only if you..”ELEVATE YOUR SPIRITUAL VIBRATIONS,” you will begin to activate the light within. Please don’t forget to do one act of karma yoga everyday if possible it is as simple as giving a smile no matter the outcome.
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