In mid December, an attempt by my solicitors to achieve a change in the bail restrictions as to the use of my CCTV almost backfired and may have resulted in even more onerous restrictions and stripped away from me any of my control over those cameras, installed four years ago to help stop all the continued criminal damage and other crimes committed against me and my elderly father.

(Since these ridiculous bail conditions & unreasonable were put in place, the same SNT officers have tried to unlawfully arrest me on four separate occasions, so we had to try and get these conditions clarified to prevent this behaviour reoccurring.)

This was clearly down to the judge's inaccurate perception that I'm some kind of hardened criminal set out to abuse my neighbours, and that he had to do what he could to protect them from me, an autistic blind man, completely ignoring the previous very well documented four years of abuse I have been suffering from those same neighbours and the essential nature of the cameras to record those abuses for future prosecution.

This attempt at judicial overitreach with the  clear hypocrisy and double standards of the situation triggered a severe psychological reaction, with the voices in my head returning, telling me to throw myself In front of a moving car or find a noose and stick my head in it and with my father having to prevent me taking an overdose..... Same as last time.

Having put a desperate call through to my GP, I ended up at A&E on Christmas Eve for 7 hours for psych assessment in the nearest hospital, a further breakdown occurred in the waiting room at A&E as a result of  just simply being told about three young police officers bringing in an elderly lady who had fallen in the street and who insisted on waiting with her and looking after her until she could be seen and then to take her home. 

The contrast between the way those officers behaved and the way those of the Cannon Hill SNT have behaved towards me was too much to bear. In Wimbledon Police station officers setting out to destroy the life of a vulnerable member of the community, yet elsewhere, other officers are supporting and protecting another!