Letter I wrote to my mother (Claudia Frost) on Saturday, September 21th, 2013! I had also mailed it!

September 21, 2013 Dear Claudia (mom), Why I am writing is because you can’t ever have a normal conversation with me as mother and daughter. My daughters are my life. I will never back off. You heard what the judge said no matter what you think about me as a good or a bad mother to my kids. I am still their mother (mom). More you keep them from me etc., due to others and you not wanting me to be a mom to them. Because of your screw up’s with raising me and the rest of us. You keep allowing your other child cause problems you also heard what will happen it came out of the judge’s mouth. You are the one not going by any court orders. I am the one who bust my butt to be more grown up than many of you there. My daughters will see and realize that, I am not the one ruining their lives by not allowing them to have a relationship with their mom. You are doing more harm to them than good. All you need to do is start being a normal grown woman but you rather listen to others in the family instead of the one whom knows best. You don’t even ever listen to the courts ever. I do keep track of each and every time I get to see or talk to my daughters. If I didn’t love or care about my daughters why in the hell am I still in New York fighting to get them. Why would I spend money on a newer home for them? I have been also fighting to have a mother and daughter relationship with you but you are the one whom keeps pushing me away to please the rest of them. Than you wonder why I am the way I am when it comes to my daughters. I will not allow you or anyone come between my mother and daughter relationship with my daughters. Just because your parents did it to you doesn’t give you right to do it to me. Just because I finally have a good man in my life that loves me no matter what. He will not ever leave me to please you or the rest of the family. You also don’t involve me with my daughters as a normal grandmother would. You do not want to see me happy or my daughters to be with their mom. Many people ask me what kind of mother like mine could ever do what she has to her own daughter or even allow all the stuff that has happened to me growing up as a child at my daughter’s ages. They also ask how I keep staying strong and keep pushing forward and not giving up as many others would. You ask yourself why so many people give you the looks that they do in public. I will be taking this to the higher courts in Albany and to the media all over. I will go as far as it takes to get my story and how this county works when it comes to my daughters. Trust me I am not the bad person here. The only things that matter in my life are my daughters and my happiness with my love. He also knows that my daughters come before any other person besides myself. You are the one whom is hurting my daughters and making things the way they are all over your own guilt and the money. If you truly love and care about your granddaughter’s wellbeing and not the damn money that they bring in to your pocket you would stop putting a damn price on my children. If you had just stop turning on me to please the rest of your children or should I say other child. I am in college studying Criminal Justice due to what I have gone through growing up. Along what I see how the county and system in these areas work. I am going to make a huge difference in not just my own life but for many others out there that has and is going through what I have. I am and will have my bachelors of science in criminal justice. You wonder why I do not call you mom at times it all due to you and your other child. A real mom wouldn’t do this to their own child to please anyone not even to please a man like you have. You wouldn’t listen to me ever, you have always pushed me away to please your other children along with the men you have had in your life while I was growing up. You never made time to listen or to be there for me when I needed you most. You weren’t there for neither of my daughters when they were born because you listened to others yet again. By time you wake up and realize that you had screwed up by a real true mother to your granddaughters it will be too damn late to make up for things. I had gotten you into the same work I do from home to earn extra money to pay bills so you wouldn’t have to rely on others or the system but you didn’t stick with any of them. Plus not just for that reason but also to help to be able to have a mother and daughter relationship! You always want to listen to others so why should I keep wasting my time when you’re not even trying at all. If you have a heart at all you would wake up and start doing the right thing by going by a court order. Or just start working things out without having to deal with the system but yet I doubt you ever will. The money is more important to you than a relationship with your daughter along with your granddaughters to have a healthy relationship with their mom. You are affecting their wellbeing in many other ways that you don’t see or know. One other thing new petitions have been filled in family court. Mailed them back on Friday, September 20th, 2013! All of this could have been differently but you choose to continue listening to the wrong people. I love my daughters more than you will ever know. I live for them not for anyone else. Sincerely, April Kenyon (Burkholder) (Before I had gotten Married when I wrote the letter, she read it but never did anything to help teh situation to be better on all of us. She is only out for the money and using others whom have money. Since I will not pay her bills or help her get a new home because I have my own home and bills to pay on. Buying a new home for my daughters. Doing what I need to do to better myself, my life and my education along with working from home as well.) https://www.facebook.com/notes/april-m-burkholder/letter-i-wrote-to-my-mother-claudia-frost-on-saturday-september-21th-2013-i-had-/10154072215768673