Yesterday I just back from visiting him in Middlesbrough. We took train from Kirkcaldy to Middlesbrough which needs to change from Edinburgh and another change from Darlington. Like usual, we only allowed two hours visit on Saturday from 6-8 PM. The staff in the reception checked every pieces that we bring in.( of course, we mobile phone and our belongs can't bring in) But even these toys and things we bring to my son needs to be checked strictly. Tianze always enjoy to see the trains and train timetable ,we bring him train time table from train station,We bring him a duck from farm food that he enjoys to eat so much , we bring him a earth global that he likes to explore the world map. We bring him a football as well. he regarded this feetball as earth global .He asked me again and again how the time changes from China to UK, How we came to UK from China etc .We also bring him a calendar that is what he asked about ....He needs to use this calendar to count his days in hospital every time we visit, he is counting his days ... As soon as I met him, the first thing is that I check his arm to see any new self bite marks of his arm....It was terrible in July and earlier August time,but now it seems only one bite mark looks like new . The staff told us that Tianze had generally better behaviour now , Tianze actually very clever than what the other people thinks about him ,,,,sometimes people think he didn't listen, but actually he listen and understood, the staff also said Tianze is so good for his math etc. I told the staff that Tianze can read lots of Chinese words as well ,he is self learned by himself . We brought a Chinese book to let Tianze read it through.he can almost read them all, I only collect him a few words. Sometimes Tianze can be so surprised me as well how he recognized so many Chinese words since he didn't have his education in China. After Chinese book reading, Tianze began to count his hospital days again.. It was on 6th of Sept,It is exactly 4 monthes that Tianze in hospital. It is 124 days in total in England hospital...... Tianze said:" the doctor spoke lie .,I hate people speak lie ..." On 28th of April , Tianze was at home, lay down happily on the living room floor , the staff from Stratheden hospital in Fife came to ask Tianze go to hospital for only one night there, Since it needs a tribunal next day , after tribunal, Tianze can back home ....Tianze said:" No, Even one night, I don't wish to leave my home ...." Then the staff said;" you have to go now , If you didn't go, I have to use police ....."Tianze still didn't wish to go ... Then the staff left home to allow Tianze finish his lunch at home ... Then they back again... Tianze still didn't wish to go .. Then they called police.... Tianze was removed to go to hospital in Fife Scotland by police on 28th of April 2014.... How SAD I'm .as a mum.. But now it is not just one night .... It is 132 nights now till 6th of Sept.(PLUS these nights in hospital in Scotland, we still don't know when he can back home....) . After Tribunal order, The staff in hospital told me that he needs to go to Middlesbrough to assessment for 6 weeks ,maximum 12 weeks.... Then Tianze began to count his days to back home every morning at 4 AM to cross one day in his calendar , then he back to sleep again... How poor he is ... 2 hours is flying . We have to say good bye now .... Tianze looked the calendar and suddenly rip it off .... The Staff said Tianze ,you have to back your ward now ... Tianze still sit there ... Suddenly he broken his earth globe ... The staff let us go first ....I didn't wish to leave my sad son alone in the family visit room ....but the staff chase me again.... I'm no choice and have to leave this family visiting room ... My son was still sit there after we left ... Sunday we visit him one hour in the morning and one hour in the afternoon, Every time good bye is just heart broken and tearful... Tianze didn't wish to leave this family visiting room ....but we have to leave first .....Tears full of my eyes ........... Thank you for everybody support ! Thank you so much!!